~A Little Bit of Bad with A Little Bit of Good.~

Chapter 13

((Takes place in the last episode of season one... er episodes))

It's been a few months since you started warming up to the prime since you've started to fall in love without realizing. He was stressed and yelling at bee for being abstinent. He had already yelled if your newer human and she ran off. You placed s servo on his shoulder.

"Prime-" you were immediately cut off

"You have no where to speak decpticon! For all we know you could be working for the enemy!" You could hear your spark shatter

Tears welled up in your optics and you let your servo fall to your side as you looked down, sad. Prime looked like he was going to try to apologize when you bolted off you skidded outside tears blurring your vision you launched yourself into the sky and transformed.

This is the last place you want to be right now. So you truly are alone in this universe. You tore through the sky at top speed the wind slicing sharply at your wings. You released a small whimper from your vocalizers as you flew through the city. You passed Sumdac tower the place where Sari lives. You usually admired its shape and size, but in your hurt state you blazed right by it the glass on the windows warbling slightly.

You found a cave. Somewhere you can hide. So where you can figure out what you did wrong. You transformed and stumbled inside gripping over your sparkchamber. The cold earth air surrounded your wings and the smaller set shivered. Tears boiled down your face plate and along your jaw. It hurt to vent it hurt to think. You allowed a whimper to pass by your dermas the only sounds you could made were garbled words and pitiful whimpers.

After awhile to heard far off shouting. Suddenly you were struck with a pain right to the spark chamber. You put a servo on the stone wall and leaned heavily on it. The searing pain burned the sensor nodes. Hit every little soft spot under your armor. A scream was torn from your vocalizers as you leaned down toward the ground gripping your spark chamber all of your memories flashed before your optics every one with Starscream and yourself.

Suddenly the pain stopped and you felt heavy. You took the servo from gripping at your spark chamber and looked at it. Your colors looked dull and grey. Soon a color slowly faded back in and the shuddering realization came to you.

"Starscream I-is offline..." you spoke your voice hoarse

A fresh wave of tears rose and fell staining the ground below you. Everything seemed bad. You leaned more on the servo planted on the wall cracking it slightly. You stared at the ground all of your emotions rising your throat pipes felt constricted. Still staring at the ground you forced all of it down. You offlined your optics feeling then twitch.

Suddenly the tears stopped, the pain stopped. You couldn't feel anything, you didn't want to get hurt again. So you were numb.

~Bumblebee pov~

I looked at ratchet and prowl as we shielded ourselves under the overhang. My optics followed Blitzwing as he flew around ready to attack.

"Now if only there was some bot who probably knows how to defeat him." I growled, "but our nightly leader appears to have driven here away."

"There's no time to complain about that now." Prowl said not looking down at me

"That bot you were talkin' about bee, might just being flying I for reinforcements." Ratchet said watching the sleek fighter jet slice passed blitzbrains

She transformed and slid backwards into the overhang to us. Her optics followed Blitzwing as he flew closer.

"What's the plan?" She asked, though there was something dull about it

"We don't have one." I said

She hummed in thought, "Blitzwing doesn't really have control when he switches faceplates, so we need to get him to change into a tank." She said in a monotone voice her expression unchanging, "Bumblebee go."

I stared at her worriedly for a moment then rushed out to do my thing.

~timeskip (2nd pov)~

The allspark was shattered, and Sari was back to being the guardian of the key. You stared at the wall did dead vines. The twisted and knotted dull brown plant once looked so strong, only to be taken down by one thing.

You watched as Optimus approached you. He stood beside you, but you didn't try to start speaking with him. The once warm and fuzzy feeling in your chassis was beaten and shoved away never to be seen again.

"(Y/n)." You hummed when he spoke your name, "I wanted to apologize for what I said... you don't deserve that treatment when you've been loyal to our cause." You nodded slightly

"Your apology is excepted, sir." You spoke dully not looking at him

He seemed confused by what you have called him, but didn't ask about it. He patted your shoulder, which you didn't react to, as he walked away again. There was a small jump in your spark at the thought of him, but you pushed it down.

No more emotions. No more getting hurt.