A (more) Chaotic Life of an ex Blue Short Guy

Chapter 36

Earn's POV

She's very beautiful. That wife of Gregory son of a bitch Petrov. Does she knows her husband's action? does she even knows who he is? Her slender and tall built makes her looks like a supermodel. Her dark sport jogging pants outlined her not so curvy body, and her oversized shirt makes her looks so adorable. She has an awkward blonde hair that i thought was a wig, but the rest of her was original.

Then she look at me, and the world stops turning. It was the most stunning and genuine smile one ever gave me, she looks so naive and in the same time, gorgeous. I think i fall for her the second she gave her smile to me and i don't know how to handle this.

Gods are not being kind to me, i happen to be the one who should cater for her that day. So i jog beside her, chat with her, and joke with her. But the more i was beside her, the more i feel something was wrong.

I feel like home beside her. It was as if she got the best of me. And there was only one person in the world could make me do that.

She said she doesn't remember what happen to her. Her husband just told her that it was because of a cranial trauma a year ago. But no matter how she change, how she looked like, there's only one person in this world can make my heart beats crazily like this. My Noh. The unrequited, purest love of my life.

The more i look at the person sit beside me, the more i can see the one that i miss so bad. So beautiful and pure, gentle and caring. Why did he agree to wear a woman's clothing? But i don't have the heart to ask. I just keep it inside, like i always do.

God knows how i was grateful that he was alive and healthy. How happy i was when i saw those big brown eyes looking at me. But those eyes speak of an unspoken loneliness and hurt, it's losing the light that it used to had, the light that burned me a long time ago.

I had to save him so i can save whatever was left from him. That frail hands, that frail look on him, i want to restore it. Back to the old Noh that i used know.

"My friend was an energetic person, mistress. His name was Noh. Noh Naphat. He sings very well and he was a president of the music club back in our high school days. Can you sing, mistress?"

I asked him, a day before Phun and the gang arrived. Phun would be so thrilled to have him back, and wouldn't let me meddle with their business so i had to make this time count.

He laughed and blushed at the same time, so adorable. He was still the same, he would abandon everything when laughing.

"I don't know, never try." He said, forget to use his woman voice. He quieted down for a while then look me in the eyes.

"Thanks Earn, you've make me comfortable talking with you." Then slowly he sings a lullaby. Maybe he doesn't remember the lyric, but he still remember the notes. It was the song that Phun sang to him years ago,and now he sing it to me. Had he remember, he wouldn't do that. And for a moment i'm glad that he doesn't.

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Noh's POV

I don't know why, but suddenly a flash of memory came back to me. There was a song, that boy sang it for me. I remember the notes and i just had to sing it, and i sing it infront of my new friend Earn.

He listen to me like a goofy sick love teenager, looking so adorable with his wide smile. I keep on humming until that notes were gone, and i look at him who were looking back to me.