A (more) Chaotic Life of an ex Blue Short Guy

Chapter 26

A/N :
I'm officially a lunatic😞
*Warning* XXX to the max content, no censors because it's my beloved Phun x Noh ( if you know what i mean)
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My life has been a roller coaster in the past years, it was a surprise that i can make it alive. Today was the twins third birthday, and everybody shows up for the party. Everyone in the family and all my archenemy : Brown, Naek, and Air were there. Even Earn, who is now a captain at the military base, can make it to the party. All of our friends were invited, so does the twins friends (They are in the kindergarten now, and they are already signed up for elementary school. The kids are so gifted, they even have their own debut single and started to have a music class. I was so stressed out from it). The twin's fanclub was overcrowded the place and it makes my head spun.

"Kiryu! Stay with Kyrin will you!!" I shouted, producing a humming from their fanclub. What!? I can't yell at them? screw you!

"Phuunn! Come here and help them!"

OK. I feel like a tyrant now with my beaming voice echoing thru the room @.@

The birthday was a blast, it was aired in the TV cable, and everyone was happy. Phun's family hired a bodyguard, while Brown and Earn provided an extra protection. Well that's not my business so i don't really care.

In the eyes of another, i was just an uncle to my sons. No one should know that i'm the real mother. They are Phun's sons by the law, not mine. And it sometimes makes me sad. The twins, though, don't care about all the formality and calls me 'mom' all the time, making me busy explaining things to the media. You're asking about Phun? Oh, their dad was so cool about that, saying that i was like a mom because i'm with them all the time. Oh? so now i'm a baby sitter?

The media often ask Phun about their mom, but Phun always cleverly answer that they are coming from a human cloning of him. Da fuck!? But he correct his own statement, saying that their mom is always in his heart and mind. What a smart ass.
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I was so exhausted after the party but also very happy since Phun won't be back to USA. He will stay here, with us, and ending all my despair.

We were all gathering, Phun, Earn, Brown, Naek, and Air, in a cozy restaurant in town. All our family members came home to Phun's residence, leaving us here celebrating Phun's coming back. Or is it really a celebration? Naek's facial expression was so sour that i can see a fly got killed just by him looking at it.

The last time Naek and i met was the day before Phun came back, and he make out to me like endlessly. I can feel his desperation, his longing for me, and ....his love? I don't think that's possible. He never say that he loves me and maybe not in a million years. But he never say that he will leave me either, he said that it wasn't in his agenda. He still think that he can make me bear his child, another insane idea from him.

But that day was different. After a long session of making out, he was embracing me from behind and whisper to me tenderly, " I love you so much, Noh..I'm sorry i couldn't say it all this time..you have Phun, and i'm no match for him. Please don't leave me Noh.."

He was so helpless, clutching at me like a child to his mom. I hold his hand which snaking into my waist. "You've become a very nice person, P'. I won't go anywhere, I'll be your friend till the end." Then he kissed me, deeply, like it was the last time he could do it with me. I can feel his pain, his shattering heart. Then he cried, something that he never did. His tears wettening the bed sheet, and his shaking body was weeping uncontrollably.

"I need you to love me, Noh.." I couldn't reply to him for that matter. I remember, i lull him to sleep in my arms.
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There wasn't any change in Brown's expression, maybe because we can still meet in the university. He was just leisurely enjoying the meal while once in a while took a glance at me flirtatiously.