A Girl Like Her (STUDXSTUD)

Chapter 12

A month later.

Ariel

I'm okay. I'm finally okay. No more drinking, no more having random sex, and no more trying to play everyone who walks into my life. Yes, I'm still dominant, but just not a drunk asshole who drinks my day away.

Everyone was getting me to realize that I had so much more to live for. Life isn't over yet. I'm not about to bullshit and act like I'm some completely sober, inspirational ass person now. Because I'm not. Everyone has their days, I know I damn sure do.

I'm still in TYB, but I don't know how long that's going to last, because Mohogany has been acting weird and I don't like the vibe that she gives off whenever I'm around. Either she's acting weird towards me, or being all sad and depressed. And honestly, it gets extremely tiring which is why I'm completely unsure on why and how Cam dealt with me. I also see why Monica had left me when she did. Mj, Rica, Shay, and me are all still close. We go out to strip clubs and sometimes just smoke and chill together. We go other places too, but not as much as the strip club. They really are like my brothers, but I was thinking about maybe getting an actual job to keep myself busy; and instead of being all fucked up about it, the three of them had actually agreed and were trying to push me toward bettering myself.

"Jaie, it's okay." I sighed while trying to calm her down. She was extremely upset, crying and all. I had came over to her house because she texted me saying how through she was with females and stuff like that.

Armani sat on the floor in a little area on her blanket, banging her toys together while screaming loudly. Jaie was pacing back and fourth, crying violently. I hadn't seen her cry like this since.. I honestly can't even remember.

Her phone lit up and vibrated and she finally stopped pacing and went to go pick it up. Good, because her pacing was making me nervous. I honestly don't even know what to do anymore. How do I make her calm down? How do I make her smile? Everything is so different now, I honestly don't know how to handle the new Jaie.

"Oh my god!" Jaie screamed and threw her phone across the room, scaring Armani. Armani busted out crying and I quickly bent down and picked her up, kissing her cheek while bouncing her in my arms a bit. Her lip was poked out and she looked over at Jaie, watching her in fear while she sat on the bed with her head in her hands, crying loudly.

My heart hurt for her. Jaie is constantly upset over this one girl she talks to who plays with her feelings. I love Jaie and I always have, and seeing somebody mistreat her makes me furious. But at the same time, I guess I just need to let her go and live life and learn that nobody's gonna love her like me.

I bounced Armani around in my arms for a bit calming her down, then kissed her cheeks and sat her back down by her toys. She immediately picked up her Princess Tiana toy and started trying to suck on it while I walked over and picked up Jaie's now-cracked phone. I sighed and pressed the home button, then unlocked it. My fingerprint was still in her phone. What a surprise.

Once it unlocked, it was already on the messages with her and this girl. Jaie never told me her name, and her name was saved as "dumb ass" so I couldn't get an idea on who it was. I scrolled through the messages, my heart beating fast and my hand over my mouth as I read them in shock. The things this bitch said to Jaie was.. wow.

This girl had to have been a stud, and she obviously had Jaie wrapped around her finger. Jaie would never take bullshit from any bitch. Ever. And now suddenly she likes this damn girl so much that she gets treated any type of way. It really does make me sad.. Jaie could be being loved by me but instead, she's out getting her heart torn into pieces by people who don't give a fuck.