A Girl Like Her (STUDXSTUD)

Chapter 23.

Ariel

Since what had happened two days ago Jaie and I haven't spoken as much as usual. We texted throughout the day, but it was dry as hell and I could just feel her distancing herself. It hurt, but I guess I do it to myself.

We're slowly getting back to 'cool' again. And no, not really the touchy-feely type. But just normal and talking in a way that's not so dry. She came over today, and everything seems to be fine.

Something that I noticed Jaie and I do is; we forget it. The next day comes around and we just act like we never had the argument, like she was never mean to me, and like I never tried to leave. It's like we try and restart our days over again, and just be happy with each other in a way. I act like I'm happy with her, because I am, but.. You know, there's just that thought that never leaves my mind about what she's doing with Chris when she's not here with me. She could be telling Chris the same things, treating her the same way. Hell, she could even be treating her way better. She probably is. She loves Chris more than she loves me, and that's facts.

"Jaie! Stoooop!" I screamed, laughing while running around the house with Jaie chasing behind me.

She almost caught me a few times, but I'd either dodge or run a different way.

"Come onnnn!" She laughed and finally cornered me into a corner in my room. I was whining and trying to get her to move so that I could start running again, but instead she gripped my waist and carried me over to the bed as I kicked and screamed, trying to get down. She basically just won the game of tag that we were playing.

Jaie placed me on the bed and I sat up, laughing softly while she stood beside the bed, looking at me while licking her lips.

"I'm hungry." She said, and I stopped laughing.

"What are you hungry for? I haven't been grocery shopping so there's just snacks." I said, shrugging. She grabbed my foot and pulled me back to the edge of the bed, making me fall on my back and laugh while she pulled me. She hovered over me and bit her bottom lip while looking me up and down. I raised my eyebrows and left my hands at my sides, studying her face.

"Nah, I'm hungry for somethin' else." She said in a real sexy, low voice.

"W-Well." I stuttered while she gripped onto the waistband of my shorts, her face in my neck while she began to softly kiss on my skin.

"I-Mmm.." I softly moaned while her tongue ran across the spot she was just sucking on a few seconds ago. I knew I'd probably have a big hickey on my neck, she was known for giving huge ones.

"You okay?" She mumbled as she pulled my shorts off, sitting up and staring in my eyes a bit.

"Y-Yeah.." why am I stuttering?

I don't know, I feel like maybe I'm not ready yet. Of course, we used to have the most wildest sex that I never even knew existed, but once she fucks me.. Yall think I'm head over heels now? Just wait till she fucks me. I'll be out of control, just like always.

I wanna stop her, but I don't know if I should. Jaie never even came close to doing this with me in such a long time. It was always me fucking her, so maybe if I stop her now then I won't get the chance again?

"Why you nervous? I shouldn't do this." She muttered as she sat up all the way, looking down at me.

Yeah I was nervous, and maybe I wasn't ready, but in a way I still wanted it to happen.

"Why?" I asked, sitting up, using my elbows to support me.

"I don't wanna do it and then feel emotionless towards you afterward."