Missing Pieces

Chapter Five

Amara's POV:

I can't believe she actually went through with it. I mean like she really killed an innocent life, and she does not want me to speak about it. I never knew my cousin can be so vapid and shallow. I mean I knew she was a little bit selfish, but the fact that she didn't even discuss this with Blake is hurting me. He deserves to know, and now I can't even look him in the eye knowing what she has done. The boys are coming back in two days and I'm supposed to act like everything is normal. I mean I can see if there was a valid reason behind the abortion but the fact that she "doesn't want it" because it will mess up her life is angering me. Distancing myself from her this last week didn't even help, after taking her back home after her appointment I haven't contacted her since.

Hearing my phone alert me that I have a message, I picked it up.

"Kay 💕😘👭: Mar??? Please at least start back talking to me... I really miss you cousin, we can just act like it never happened. Please whatever you do don't tell Blake or Blair. Can you at least start back talking to me when they come? If not they'll know something is wrong."

"Kay 💕😘👭: Fine! Ignore me. I never knew my own cousin would treat me like this. You should be able to forgive me, we've been through everything together. Just because I made one mistake you're treating me like this? UGH!!"

"Mistake my ass" I chuckled sarcastically while setting my phone down. Do she even know what mistake she made? Was it intentionally fucking unprotected, or was it her willingness to get rid of her child? She knew exactly what she was doing every time she did something so I don't buy that at all.

Picking up my phone, I seen I had another message.

"Blair 🙈😍: Wyd bae?"

"Mar 😁❤️😏: Nothing lil daddy. I'm just sitting here sipping wine & watching TV. You?"

"Blair 🙈😍: Daddy huh? Lol I knew you wanted me, but I'm just laying here ready to come back to you."

Oh wow someone's being corny.

"Mar 😁❤️😏: ha boy kill it 🔫, you corny asf."

"Blair 🙈😍: Lol naw I'm for real, I really do miss you though"

"Mar 😁❤️😏: oh how nice...."

"Blair 🙈😍: kill the sarcasm, I can feel it all the way over here, why is me telling you about my feelings make me corny & you not believe me? I'm just telling the truth"

Snickering I got up to turn in to bed. I bet you wondering why Blair and I are so cozy right now, well he actually did contact me so I'm giving him a chance. Even though he don't know about the fall out Kay and I had, he has been keeping me company. Not physically since he is away but having someone to talk to is nice.

"Blair 🙈😍: alright ignore me, it's okay because I know you love me. You just scared to admit it. Goodnight though, I'll call you in the morning."

"Mar 😁❤️😏: Love? Now you really tripping. Goodnight though, I know y'all 3 hours ahead of us. I don't want to keep you up"

No reply back. I guess I was expecting that.

The fact that we've been getting along without any arguments is funny to me, I mean the arguments and tension between us is something I kind of like. Maybe I annoy him on purpose because of that. I really can't wait to see him though.

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"Hello?"

"Damn baby, you still sleep? I'm sorry" he said amusement lacing his voice. He was not sorry at all.