Warrior cats x reader [slow updating]

Thrushpelt x reader

Y/n - your warrior name
P/c - pelt color
E/c - eye color

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I don't know how to talk to, I don't know how to ask you if you're okay

You were depressed, very depressed.
Why? That's easy.
Because you know that no matter how much you love someone they will possibly never love you the same way. You were in love with a handsome creamy colored tom. Sadly he never noticed you he only noticed someone else. Bluefur. You never really liked her but pretended too. Just like you did with everything else.
You pretend to be happy.
You pretend to smile.
You pretend to laugh.
You pretend to act like nothing happened.
You pretend your not dying inside.

My friends always feel the need to tell me things

Your pov

I sigh as I felt even more depressed.  I look up and see thrushpelt. I look away. We used to be so close but now...we're not. I thought. I felt tears form. Gosh y/n!! Stop crying! It makes you weak! I heard a voice in my head say. I quickly wipe the tears away and act like nothing happened....as always.

Seems like they're happier than us these days

Thrushpelt pov

I smile as I walk towards Bluefur. She looks up at me and smiles. " hi Bluefur! " I meowed. " hi. " she meowed. Something's off. I thought. " hey what's wrong? " I asked. She looks at me then sighs. " it's...y/n..she seems down...way more than usual. " Bluefur said. My eyes widened. I forgot about y/n!! How could I forget her when we....were..so..close.... my head was going crazy. " thrushpelt you okay? " I heard Bluefur ask. " Y-Yes. " I said. I looked away..feeling guilty.

These days I don't know how to talk to you, I don't know how to be there when you need me

I feel so bad. Seriously how can I forget y/n?! She was my closest friend! I sigh. Maybe she hates me now. I thought. " I'm sorry y/n " I whispered. I looked for Bluefur. She must have gone hunting. I walk out of camp to go find her. How can she disappear like that?! I sigh and started to head back to camp. My mind clouds up with thoughts of y/n.

It's feels like the only time you'll see me is when you turn your head to the side and look at me differently

I was so lost in my thoughts that I bumped into someone. I look and see y/n. " oops s-sorry. " I said. She glared at me and walked out of camp. " wait!! " I said. She turned her head to the side. She looks at me differently now. She used to be so happy and hyper but now...she is angry and sad. I thought. " it's all my fault. " I whispered to myself.

And last night I think I lost my patience

I lay down in camp looking at the entrance. When is she coming back? I sigh. Bluefur and y/n haven't come back. Maybe y/n was joking and will be back to normal. I smile at the thought.

Last night, I got high as your expectations

I sigh and got to the Warriors den. Maybe everything will get better in the morning. I sigh and curl up into my nest. As I do I see Bluefur walk in. She looks sad. I thought. I look at her and she looks at me. We both have a sad expression.

Last night, I came to a realization

I woke up and stretched. I looked around the Warriors den and see y/n is still not here. Maybe she just woke up early and left... I convinced myself that. I sighed. I looked at Bluefur and looked away. Why can't she love me the way i love her? Am I not good enough? I asked myself.