Accondelites (a 5SOS fanfic)

Chapter Seven

Hey. This is Bri! Enjoy!

Bella hasn't updated in awhile, but she Will soon. She's thinking.

Voodoo Doll, by 5SOS.

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Recap:

He gets up from the drum stool, and sits down on a couch that's in the room.

"Ashton, I gotta tell you something. I can't talk to you anym-" I start to say, but then I'm cut off.

By him kissing me.

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Bri

I pull away quickly.

"Please, Bri." Ashton says, quietly.

"I-I can't." I stutter, my heart beating fast and hard from him being so close, and from him kissing me.

"Why not?" Ashton asks.

"I-" I start, but then I realize that the excuse of him being an Accondelite wasn't a very good answer.

It was kinda' racist.

And I can't really find it in myself to care. All I want is him to be closer then the six inches in between us.

No, no, no.

"Please stop!" I beg.

"Stop what?" He asks

"Being you! Why can't you be a jerk, or something, instead of this boy who plays piano and sings with me, and is not unacceptable in anyway?" I say

He's silent.

I put my head towards the ground, but then he grabs my chin and lifts my head up so my eyes are looking at his.

I notice for the first time their colors. They are a vibrant purple color with green running through them, with a little orange around the circumference.

I'm so mesmerized, that I almost don't hear him whisper a question.

"Do you love me?"

"I don't know."

"Could you love me?"

"Possibly."

"Do you want to?"

"No."

"What will happen if you are?"

"I don't know."

He releases me, and I walk towards the door.

"Well, I want you to know that I love you." Ashton calls out.

I freeze. My body fills with warmth.

"Ashton, you cannot love me, you've only known me for a couple of days."

"I can."

"You know nothing about me."

"I want to."

I turn around, looking in his eyes, even though he's across the room.

"Okay. I'm an orphan. My aunt and uncle adopted me. No one can love me, trust me. I've seen it." I mean to say it as a small comment, But I add something, "He didn't, at least."

I finally leave the room.

I run down the hallway, stopping at Mia's door.

I open it, and Mia is chattering about something with Leah, but then they turn to me.

Apparently my emotions are across my face, because they both say "What's wrong?".

To my extreme displeasure, I end up crying in front of someone again!

I haven't cried in front of someone since my mom died.

About an hour later, I am all cried out, and I'm laying on the bed, Mia and Leah calming me down.

"Will you finally tell us why you're having the emotional breakdown?" Mia asks.

"I'm so confused. My heart feels like it's going to pop out of my chest constantly, and my brain feels like it's shutting down." I sniff.

"Why? Why are you confused?" Leah asks.

"It's his fault!" I yell.

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I don't even like you,

why you wanna go and make me feel this way?

I don't know what's happening,

I keep saying things I'd never say.

I can feel you watching even when you're no where to be seen.

I can feel you touching even when you're far away from me.

So tell me where you hide your voodoo doll,

cause I can't control myself.

I don't wanna stay,

wanna run away,

but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

and I'm having trouble catching my breath.

So

Oh oh,

won't you please stop loving me to death?

I don't even see my friends no more,

cause I keep hanging out with you.

I don't know how you got me to stay up all night,

or how I got this tattoo.

I can feel you watching even when you're no where to be seen.

I can feel you touching even when you're far away from me.

So tell me where you hide your voodoo doll,

cause I can't control myself.

I don't wanna stay, wanna run away, but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

and I'm having trouble catching my breath.

So,

Oh oh,

won't you please stop loving me to death?

I can feel you watching even when you're no where to be seen.

I can feel you touching even when you're far away from me.

Every time I see you suddenly my heart begins to race.

Every time I leave, I don't know why my heart begins to break.

So tell me where you hide your voodoo doll,

cause I can't control myself.

I don't wanna stay, wanna run away, but I'm trapped under your spell.

And it hurts in my head and my heart and my chest,

and I'm having trouble catching my breath.

So,

Oh oh,

won't you please stop loving me to death?