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Jessica povI haven't seen her since that night and seeing her at school the way she looks is horrible Kelly and Mia has been extra attentive to me but I told Mia she needs to be there for her friend what shocked me is when Mia said that she should be with me that no matter what she was going through Mia needed to be there for me to Taylor has been trying to talk to her but there barely talking it kinda makes me happy I'm not showing thank god but I do have bags under my eyes like I'm older than life itself
Hey J are you okay.kelly asked
I'm fine,Mia have you talked to Vic. I asked
Yea but it's always short responses never a full conversation I'm started to get worried about her Jessica you sure it's not just your hormones going through the roof.she said
Mia you don't see the way they look at each other-
Jessica she only looks at you that way your assuming shit that hasn't even happened your thinking this girl is a threat when she has nothing on you.she said
She's known her longer I'm sure some feelings came back when they started talking again. I said playing with my straw
How do you know that can you read her mind can you read how she feels no you can't so don't sit here and tell me that bullshit she gave you her virginity she has schizophrenia you know how badly that shit fucks with her she hasn't even been taking her medicine I had to put it in her food or drink.mia yelled
Mia that's not my problem anymore-
Yes the fuck it is Jessica you know she was fucked up in the head and you bullied her for it and you say you love you get jealous then you love her again she loses her virginity to you and gets you pregnant now you think she's fucking off,you know what I hope her and Taylor get together maybe she's happier with her maybe she's a better lover than you and a better fuck maybe she could have her baby-I didn't let her finish her sentence when I launch myself at her and kelly ended up pulling us away
Are you to fucking crazy.kelly yelled I got up and Mia stood up and laughed
She loved you and trusted you and your having her child nobody else not Michael damn show not Taylor her first child and this is what you do.mia said and left and slammed the door behind her I sat down and put my head in my hands my phone started to ring
Go after her kelly. I said i picked up the phone and my friend Sam was on the other line
Hey Sam. I said
Hey Becca what you up to.he asked
Bout to go to the doctor wanna come with. I asked
Sure I'll meet you there.he said and I hung up
I laid back looked at the time and realized I had a doctors appointment in twenty minutes I packed my stuff and got up and left I walked to the car and turned it on and drove away I was listening to music when I arrived I shut off the car and got out i got out and went inside I checked in at the desk and sat and waited for them to call my name then I see Sam enter I smile and he comes in with me
Ms.roberts.the nurse called I got up and went into the room I sat my stuff in the chair and laid on the table I sat and waited for the doctor when a woman finally came in
Hi you must be ms.roberts I'm doctor Maria so we have a baby.she smiled I smiled and nodded she lifts my shirts and smile and she starts to set the stuff up
So this must be the daddy.she asked
No.we both said then laughed
Long story.I said she chuckled
Boyfriend.she smiled
Girlfriend. I cut her off she nodded her head
So wanna explain to me what happened I mean I am going to be with you for nine months.she smiled I sighed and laid my head back while she pulled my shirt up
This is gonna be a little cold.she said and squirted the jelly on my stomach I hissed as soon as it made contact with my skin
Well I use to bully her she's schizophrenic so eventually we started to like each other and we started dating it's funny how it happened because I kissed her and ran away then me and my friend had a strip show whichever turned us into humping each other and yea it was official I got jealous easily because I thought everybody could be better I mean I bullied her at first it was her friend micheal then it was this girl name Taylor who I hate so much because she's known her longer and I found out and I slapped her and went home and cried we had makeup sexual but my hormones thought that she was using me for sex and I told her to go be happy with Taylor I see her everyday and have to walk pass her like we never met and every time I even get a little piece of her out of my head It reappears you know I was her first hickey her first blowjob her first I was her first.I said I felt her hand come up and wipe my cheek I didn't realize I was crying
So basically you pushed her away because of your own insecurities.she said and took The wand and rubbed it on my stomach
No It's just that I-
Can't let go of the fact that she loves you no matter what even if you did bully her.she said and circled my stomach with the wand and soon I heard a heartbeat I smiled but then it went away because this moment i wanted to share with Victoria
You have a nice healthy baby you won't be able to tell the gender till about five or six months.she said and gave me a napkin I wiped of the jelly and pulled my shirt down
She gave you her virginity for god sakes I have seen so many single mothers wishing to be in the shoes that you are in do me a favor don't end up like them.she said and left I grabbed my stuff and left I stopped the doctor
Uhm can i get some pictures. I asked
Sure how many.she asked
Three. I said and she smiled and left I patiently waited for her to get back with the pictures
I'll get the pictures for you.he said I nodded and smiled
Jessica is that you.I heard someone say I turned around and saw Victoria my heart quicken
What are you doing here.she asked before I could answer sam came up and gave me the picture and put his arm around me
Who's this.he asked
Sam this is my baby mother Victoria the one who impregnated me. I said
Nice to meet you.he said and went to shake her hand she looked at me then his hand and then him he pulled his hand back
Uhm I should be going nice seeing you. I smiled and walked away with sam I walked to my car and got in and Sam came to my window
Hey did I send off the wrong vibe or-
I know Victoria she thinks I'm seeing you. I sighed
But that shouldn't matter right you guys aren't together.he said
I know I just....need some time to think I'll call you later. I said and drove off listening to music and just driving to eventually a place I knew so well
Hey beautiful I'm sorry I haven't updated in so long but I'm back I love you muah
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In Love With My Bully(Wattys 2017)
RomanceHey guys I'm changing it up a bit if you don't like oh well it's my book but you'll find out in chapter 16