Worth

Much More and Worse

i woke up in my room on the floor,feeling paraliyzed.I managed to crawl over to my phone and look at the time :2:24am.I went into its contacts and called Asher.It rang 3 times until he answered

"Hello?"he said with a raspy voice.I knew he was sleeping and mad at me but i needed help.

"Hel-"I started coughing.My throat was dry and soar from screaming.

"Harmony....why are you calling me at 2 in the morning?"he asked.

"Can you...come get me"i managed to squeak out.

"Why....at 2am.""whats going on" he said.I heard beeps coming from my phone.When i looked at it the battery was on 8%.

"Im hurt.please i need help".I waited for him to answer but he didnt.I heard the dial tone.

"He hung up?"i said in disbelief.I knew he was mad but was he that mad that he would rather leave me alone to be hurt and die.?i lied on the floor unable to move...just thinking about what happened just a few hours ago.Why does everyone thing im gonna be a prostitue.is that really the worst thing they can say.

"Mommy i got an 100 on my spelling test"

She snatched the test from my hands and ripped it."NO"She screamed as she slapped me.

"fail...do nothing BUT FAIL.""THE DAY YOU DO BETTER THAN ME IS THE DAY I DIE""IM A PROSTITUE AND YOUR GONNA BE ON TOO" she screamed.I began to cry."But your never gonna be a better one than me"she said with an evil smile on her face

I blinked rapidly.I jumped up about to run to my desk to journal but i fell.My legs couldnt even support my weight.I heard a slight ping noise from my window.I turned and crawled to it and looked out.I saw asher with mulitple rocks in hs hand.He motioned for me to come down.I took a deep breath ,grabbed my phone and walked out of my room wincing with every step

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I asked asher to carry me up to his room.Though he wasnt happy with it,he did.He put me down on his bed and went turned on his light.On the way he asked"whats this about?""You snuck out the house for a reason."He hit the light switch and turned back around.His mouth dropped and he jumped in fear.I didnt even know what i looked like

"Harmony..What....Who......are"he said at a loss for words

"i look that bad.....?"i asked.He nodded and went into his bathroom.He came back with a first aid kit and a damp rag.He took the rag and wiped it across my face,causing my irritated bruises to hurt.He pulled it away,showing the now blood covered rag

"Shit" i said.He grabbed my arm and wiped it as well.He put the rag aside and examined my arm,rubbing his fingers across every cut and bruise i had.He didnt know i..."self harmed"myself.Once he got to the cuts that were across my wrist,he ran his index finger across each of them and i winced.They had closed up but were still irritated.He looked up at me with warm eyes

"is this what you've been hiding...."he said slowly

My eyes became teary."Much more and worse than this"He rubbed his lips together and continued wiping all the blood off my legs,body,and arm.After he was done,he got gauze and wrapped all my bruises and cuts.My body was 70 percent covered in bruises.After he was done i looked like a mummy that they forgot to finish wrapping.

HEs the last person i would want to see and clean my wounds.