Worth

Distraction

We sat by each other for a while. Just...silence.

"So you cut yourself and your being..haunted" asher said glancing at me

"And you have a rare medical condition that causes you to have random outburst of emotion and causes you to be dangerous". I sighed and nodded. Hes gonna leave me i know it.

"Jesus...i dont know what to think"

"then DONT think. Just act. Look. I honestly know. Leave me asher. Just leave. No one deserves to be in my life cause ill just hurt them.So leave. Im dangerous. "

He looked at me

"Im a pathetic waste of a human soul"

"STOP"he yelled. My eyes widened, and i began breathing hard. Asher never yelled at me. His soothing voice was now scary and cold. Suddenly,he tackled me causing both of us to fall off his bed onto the floor. Before i could yell ow,he crashed his lips onto mine.He kissed me passionately with his soft lips. He tilted his head slightly, allowing me to kiss him back. Our lips moved in sync. He slowly pulled away and bit my lip tugging slightly. He pulled away and looked at me smiling.

"Baby. I dont care that your dangerous and all this disorder shit that is convincing you to kill yourself. Your being haunted?Ill protect you. Your having an emotional outburst?Ill kiss you and remind you of the only emotion you need to feel. Love.

"Why waste your time"i said breaking our eye contact by turning my head. He moved my head back to where i faced him and he moved closer so that our noses were touching.

"Cause your worth it". He picked me up and put me back in the bed. He got up and climbed on top of me. I open my legs so his legs wont hurt my already injured legs. He put his arms behind my back and pulled me closer to him. He was about to lean in and kiss me but i stopped him.

"You wouldnt happen to know how to stop flash backs...would you"

He furrowed his brow and shook his head no.

"Stop focusing on that""focus on me"

I smiled. "But i dont wanna be distracted"i whined.

"Too bad"He started kissing my lips but slowly moved down to my neck. He kissed my neck but also nipped and sucked it. He was right. He was my little "distraction"