The Boy Who Never Left Her Side

BONUS CHAPTER

I wanted the readers to notice the fact that I had not written about a past that Ethan had which he dint tell anyone in chapter 16.
well here is chapter where he discloses his past.
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Ethan  POV
Today was officially The day I decided to tell Rebecca about my past. I didn't tell anyone cause i didnt want their pity nor their sadness no matter who it was.
I messaged birdie to meet me at the cemetery near her house.At first she started asking question but later I convinced her  that I would explain everything to her.
At 7 she came to the cemetery, she spotted me standing near a tombstone so she walks in my direction.
"what is it Ethan? why have you called me here out of all the places? is something bothering you?"
she looked so scared and concerned, I knew that I was doing the right thing telling  her about my past. 
"well I wanted to tell you something which i never told anyone. After I tell you this please don't show any kind of pity or sadness and please don't breakup with me after this! "
"breakup!? why would I do that. ok leave that,  you first tell me what it is."
"well the thing I'm telling you will be forgotten and buried in this place itself. ok? "
"umm ok Ethan. "
"Ok.... umm.... well the reason I never came to meet you after that day when you fell down from the skateboard was because that was the very same day my baby sister died, I didn't want to talk to anyone after that day. I avoided as many people as possible including you. I started changing into a bad person. later when I turned 10years old I started having drugs and started  smoking and all the bad shit you can think of,  cause after my sisters death my parents used to blame me. they always wanted a girl and not a boy so they hated me.
one day when I decided to go smoke in the club. on the way  I got kidnapped by a women. For a year I was with them. they abused me, hit me, didn't give me much food, and put me inside a dirty basement. my parents never came looking for me, they just didn't care! the lady used me for her work. I was like a toy to her."...tears started falling but  I still wanted to continue, I wanted to pour it all out.. "one day they forgot to lock the basement so i escaped from the room. I found a knife on the table outside, I killed everyone there and ran from the house. i realised that I was in some other country. I went to the nearby station and told them everything. they found out that I was telking the truth so they helped me get back home.
when I reached home I saw that my parents were crying. When they saw me that started hugging and kissing me, they told me that they  had done everything to search for me and in the end the police has told them that I might have died.

they realised their mistake and started asking for forgiveness for all the hatred and abuse. I missed them so much that I couldn't be angry with them, but each and every night I get nightmares. I can't forget anything. I was sent for many sessions but all of them failed. nothing helped me. I am a killer. I killed three people and it haunts me everyday.
when you came, everything was just perfect for me. I never got nightmares or any of that sort. I felt at peace.
Rebecca your my whole life, I never want to let you go!  ever! "
when I finished everything I saw becca crying,  I was literally scared.
"becca I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorry"
"No no... I just feel bad that you had to go through all this torment alone. your a really strong person. I'm happy i met you and became close to you. I won't be saying much cause I know you don't like it"
she immediately gave me a tight hug. at that moment it started raining, we just stood there crying and hugging each other. she was my world. she just made me more strong and happy. I couldn't have found anyone better than her.
I showed her my sister's Grave. she sat there and spoke to my sister. they seemed to be getting along really great! 
I was happy that I shared my life with her. Everything turned out more than better.
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