Taty's MLB Imagines [Completed]

Not Used To It

This imagine is gonna be based off the song Not Used To It by Kehlani

As always you can imagine yourself and your favorite player

As always, the song will be in the media if you wanna check it out

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Typical story of an Oakland girl. Typical story heard around the world. Mama on her wave, daddy up above.  After 14, I guess it made me tough. Used to roll up on the block on the east side. I crack enough 40's by the sea side. Lose a nigga every week to a drive by. Whole bookshelf of stories behind these eyes

Ashley Parrish has always had a rough life. She was born and raised in Oakland. Her father was shot and killed when she was 3 years old. Her mother quickly turned to drugs as a way to cope with her lover's death and eventually went to prison. Luckily for Ashley her aunt was able to adopt her and raise her in order to avoid being put in the foster care system.

At 14, she turned to the streets for the love and support she always wanted. She started smoking and drinking, and even started becoming affiliated with a local gang called the Alameda Boys.

Everything changed when she started dancing. She became such a great dancer that she was accepted into Julliard in New York City. At 17, Ashley set off to New York to become a dancer.

At the age of 22, Ashley graduated from Julliard and joined a dance company. One day she meets Aaron Judge at a bar in the Bronx and the two quickly became friends, even though Ashley was quickly growing feelings for him

I, I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common. I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm jawsin. But when I say it's hard to open up to you. It's hard to get close to you. I want it with everything in me to one day just say I'm in love with you

"It's hard for me to open up to people and to get close to people, Aaron. Don't take it personally," Ashley admits, as they sit on the couch together in his Bronx apartment.

"I understand that love, but I promise I won't hurt you. I really like you Ashley and I want to be able to show you what love is like," he replies, looking directly into her eyes.

"It'll take me time for me to be 100% comfortable and open with you, but I'm gonna try because I want nothing more than to be able to say I'm in love with you someday," she replies, kissing his cheek.

But I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I'm not. I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey. I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I'm not. I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not used to it)

Ashley isn't used to relationships or having a lot of people care about her. Besides her family, not a lot of people cared about Ashley. They just assumed she was a troubled, bad girl who was dumb. However, she proved them all wrong with her dancing.

That's why she's glad she has Aaron by her side. He's giving her all the love and affection she had missed in her life.

One day, one day, one day. One day, one day, one day

One day she'll be able to be fully comfortable and fully used to the idea of feeling loved by men. She never grew up with a lot of male love and support

All single mothers in my family. Don't know if you're really understanding me. Never seen a nigga be a real man. Never seen a nigga with a real plan. And I still never been to a wedding. And I just see my family stressing. All the sons who grew up with no daddies in every generation. Was all just raised on my granny but now

All of Ashley's aunts are single mothers so the only father figure she had in her life was her grandfather. He was the only male rolemodel she had and it's not like she saw him a lot due to him being on an Indian reservation. Usually the men she saw were not around for a while and ended up in and out of jail.

She never had a good example of what true love is like. She never went to a wedding and she didn't know people who were married. Where she was from, that didn't exist. All her cousins grew up without their fathers and they were all raised by her aunts and her grandmother.

I, I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common. I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm jawsin. But when I say it's hard to just side with you. It's hard to confide in you. I want it with everything in me to one day just say that I ride with you

"Ashley, you know you can trust me right, babe?" Aaron asks, as he runs a hand down her back.

"I trust you, Aaron. It's just hard for me to open up to people. I keep to myself mostly because of all the trauma I went through as a child," she explains to him.

"I just want you to know that I'm here and I swear I'm gonna fix you," he reassures her, kissing her forehead.

"One day I'll be able to say that I ride with you," she replies, squeezing his hand in comfort

Sometimes I pop off 'cause it's all that I'm used to. Sometimes I pop one 'cause I have to. Sometimes I run from all my problems. Sometimes I make sure that I solve them. I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common. I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common, but I'm not used to it

"Baby, what's wrong?" Aaron asks, opening the balcony door and seeing Ashley clutching a bottle of Jose Cuervo while sobbing.

"They killed my little brother, Chris!" she sobs, clutching the bottle tight against her chest.

"Oh baby I'm so sorry," Aaron sighs, bringing her into a tight embrace.

"It's all my fault! I could've saved him! I could've taken him out of the hood!" she sobs, feeling helpless.

"It's not your fault, baby. Don't say that," he reassures her.

"I'm sorry I'm such a mess! I drink and smoke to relieve all the stress and pain in my life. You deserve someone who isn't so damaged like me," she sighs, thinking he's too good for her.

"Baby I don't care about that! I love you and that's never gonna change!" he reassures her, kissing her forehead .

It took a long time but eventually Aaron James Judge was able to fix Ashley Parrish.

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There you have it. Another shitty imagine by yours truly. I'll catch y'all in the next one

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Taty