Luck (An Andy Biersack Fanfic)

Luck

"Rodney!" I yell as I get out of the car and hug him.

We've arrived at my aunts house where he is staying.

"I missed you so much Rod, how are you?" I ask him as I move his hair out of his face.

"I'm good Katty, I missed you so much".

I nearly start to cry again. I say hi to my aunt and CC does the same.

It's about 12 at night and I'm drinking tea with my aunt.

"So Kat tell me, how have you been? Really," she says.

"My life has been a mess these past few weeks. I get these weird visions and dreams of things that end up happening later, and I recently walked in on my boyfriend kissing his ex. Then we got in a fight and I left him and then I made out with one of his band members multiple times. My boyfriend or I guess ex, found out. I know kissing his band member was wrong, especially to him because I led him on. I am so confused auntie, I love my boyfriend, but Ashley, his band member that I made out with, was there for me when I needed him and he is handsome and so kind. Andy, he is something else. Andy is sweet and caring, absolutely gorgeous, makes my heart flutter and feel like it's never felt before. He's just..fantasti," I say and sigh.

"Kat, you know who you should be with, you're just scared of getting hurt again. Andy is the one you truly love, Ashley is just a rockstar crush type of thing. I suggest you get to Andy and tell him how you truly feel before it's to late," she says.

I sit and think for a while

"You're 100% right," I admit and run to get my keys.

"Where are you going?" she asks.

"To get my man before it's too late,"

I'm in the car driving back to Andy's place. It's a 2 hour drive,but I'm 5 minutes away now. I'm blasting Can You Feel My Heart by Bring Me The Horizon and probably speeding. I pull up to the house and turn off the radio. I jump out of the car and go to the window that I know is to the room he sleeps in. I take a deep breath and pull out my guitar. After a few minutes I begin singing. (Song originally Miserable At Best by Mayday Parade, I switched the words around a little)

"Andy, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know she's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, she stares)
I'll bet she gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my guy to dance, and he'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or him to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know she's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, she stares)
I'll bet she gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my guy to dance, and he'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or him to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best