Clara Longbottom

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We finally reached a inn and we got our room, we could only get a room with a double bed so I made sure I slept on the very edge. We didn't take anything with us so Lewis took off his shirt and gave it to me to sleep in. It was long sleeved and a light ish blue. I went into the bathroom and took my dress off and put his shirt on and we went back into the dorm. Lewis was just in his jeans and he waved at me to get in bed. We both got in and I started to shiver, Lewis turned over and put his hands on the side of me and said. "Would you like another blanket." I nodded back and he got with his hand on his abs and got another one and put it over the duvet. He smiled at me and got back into bed and we fell asleep. This smile was apologetic and lovely. I knew it was his peace offering. Idk why but I feel like as well as girls when guys say things to hurt a girl it's not alway ps true.

I woke up to the best sensation in my life, I felt like 100 times more myself and I was super happy. I immediately got up and started at the wall and crawled up it, and then on the sealing and it was amazing. I got down with a thud and looked in the mirror, my face looked brighter, my cheeks looked perfectly Rosie and  my eyes  looked so sparkly but they had turned a different colour, I realised they now changed with how I felt and right now they were a beautiful  bold sparkly red. Lewis woke up and looked at me, he looked at me differently and I looked at him differently. "What are you staring at" I said in a sarcastic tone. "What has happened to you, your so different." he said almost as if he was disgusted. " Put your hands in the air" I said in a playful manner, this was not me, this energetic girl. He put them up and I started to punch his hands, as I did he was pushed back by the force. " How did you do that, this is terrible." "No it is not, this is the most amazing thing in my life, I feel so great and so beautiful and so powerful. I am no longer the wimpy damsel in distress, I am now amazing, and I am going out to show  the boys that actually want to be with me who I actually am, example A Noah ."  I said that whilst putting my dress on and walking out, he did not follow. I felt bad but I wanted to make Lewis jealous, idk why but I did.

I was walking down the street and I was a party going on in an pub, it looked exciting so I attacked the party. I walked in and saw a huge group of older men who looked between 20 and 26 but me being 16 I hoped they looked at me and thought I was amazing. I walked up to them and started dancing. I was grinding on one in particular he was so hot. He started to kiss my neck gently. We were having such a fun time, one of them was so hot and we were mainly dancing together. He looked down at me and asked me If I wanted a drink. I wanted to say yes, so I did. I went to go dance with others for the time being and  then he came back with 0 shots of this strange fluids I had not seen before. I chugged, and chugged, and chugged and I felt strange. My head was spinning but it was enough for me to still stand on my toes. 

"Can I show you something" the man said

I nodded and he pulled me to him and we walked out. He was so kind and he made me feel so special. As I was walking  my head was  dizzy, I felt droopy and weird. He took me to this cemetery woods type thing and then I glared at him. His face started to go crazy and his eyes made me jump. He had poliguse potion. It was draco malfoy . He took out his wand and put me under the imperious curse. He told me follow him and I did but this did not affect my emotions and how  I felt on the inside. The weather went crazy, it was rainy then stopped then thundery but Draco  apparated to the Malfoy Manner. All the Death eaters stood in a circle  and I was in the middle. He pushed me down to the ground and I followed. I saw everyone I feared including the one who put my parents in hospital. Bellatrix Lastrange. I turned my head and I also saw who I feared even more than Voldemort, Noah Malfoy. I was so angry at him for what he had done. I saw myself get up but this was me, not the imperious curse and not the wind it was me. My anger, my strength and my love. 

Noah had bruises all over him, he had cuts on his face and a huge gash on his side.  It made me so sad to see, no matter how much I dislike him right now I love him, more than anything in this world. He shouted "You said you would not harm her." He sounded like he was trying not to cry but there was no water. "Why would you care, you said you did not love her, or am I wrong, are you the only Malfoy to be a burden." Said Voldemort and spat out every word. " Your wrong, You still love me don't you, don't you dare lie to me Noah, I know you better than anyone here and you would never mean it even under the imperious curse." I said trying to sound smart and true at the same time. There was a long silence as if I had just done something illegal, like I had spoken out of turn or something like that. Voldemort aimed his wand at Noah and said "crucio" is a death tone. Noah went down on his knees, his body started to contort. His hair went in all directions rather than his messy brown hair. He was shouting but I was to wound up. "Stop, stop now..... please, I beg you.. please I beg I WILL DO ANYTHING." as I said that everything stopped, my eyes stung from how much tears there were and my dress was soaked. "Well, the young lady would do anything for this young boy, because she is in LOVE, well unless you want me to keep doing this until he is worse than your parents I want you to join me, be my friend and no.1 servant. Your gift is revolutionary and I need you. And just for fun I will let Draco have you, you are his as well as mine also you will have to be a death eater and you as well Noah if you can hear me hahahahhahahaha." Noah's face dropped, i had to be with Draco or hurt Noah. "Deal, you have to swear on your life he does not get harmed or hurt as long as I am on your side, FOREVER." I spat out the 'your' and I felt ill. Noah walked out, he seemed  so angry but I didn't care, he was safe. Noah was dragged back in, me and him were both pulled into the floor. Bellatrix and Fierier gave us the potion. I glugged it but Noah hesitated but he was forced by Draco. Our bodies  started  to contort, random bruises appeared on our arm and blood started to run out my nose, Noah seemed in less pain then me. His was over quite quick but my lasted for ages, my body was fighting the poison. Finally all I remember a dark mark on my arm of the snake and skull. I cried and Noah. Draco nodded me to follow him and I did. He showed me to my room, it was massive, it had a grand piano and a double bed. He waited for a minute and I put my arm up to leave and he did. I had left Lewis and i was stuck here. I went to my bed and cried for what felt like days but only minutes, i felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Noah. He was silent and he just stood there. His face was emotionless but i let everything out. I jumped on him and hugged and cried, he hugged me back and we both fell over intertwined with each other. I kissed him and he kissed me back, this felt so amazing again to be with him. He lifted me up and cradled me with tears coming down his eyes.

"I told you too hide, just because  I had to leave does not mean you had to"

" do you no know what love is"

"well we are both stuck now"

I am sorry

I love you

I love you

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