Clara Longbottom

Lupins Letter

Dear My special Witch

I have not heard from you in ages, it is super weird not having you around in grimauled place.  I miss having your amazing jokes, but I know you are having a fun time, Dumbledore says you have a very special friend called Noah Malfoy. I know you think I wont be happy about this and he seems different. You see when Dumbledore used to help me, when I transitioned well I see a bit of myself in him.

I have heard he is not like his family and according to the staff he seems like a good guy . Anyways we need to have a serious chat. Now you are weak you are incredibly venerable and it is a perfect time for Voldemort to strike. I did not tell you this but before Noah came  to this school he was so close to death, he felt like he had no purpose or no reason to live. When werewolves feel like they have no purpose they loose all senses,  the sense to read minds, the urge when they see an animal is gone, there is no sensation when wind flows through their thick mane and I felt like that once, but this was happening with his human side as well, he could not eat, But when He saw you on the quidditch pitch his life changed, he felt something he had never felt before, Love.

I stopped, I looked up and saw Noah his eyes looked red from tears, he must have mind read what I had read. He came towards me and knelt down. "why didn't you tell me before" I said in a quite sad tone, he put his head on my lap and started to cry, I Pulled him up. Told him it was okay that he went through it all.

Jonny came in, he looked really badly beaten up, his shoulder all bruised, purple eyes, blue lips. I had completely forgotten about what he did to me and hugged him. Noah froze and didn't  say anything, jonny didn't move or say anything. I think it was just because he couldn't move.

"Neville and lavender saw me and you" said jonny "Neville beat me up, more than he did, I am sorry, I didn't know it was not mutual. But I love you and even if its only allowed to be like a  friend I am cool with that,"

"well I am not, you touched her so aggressively, anyways I am her boyfriend so I want you to leave her alone !" Noah spoke so aggressively, this was not the Noah I had fallen in love with. His tone was so dark and cruel and so much more different than I thought was possible  for an a amazing guy like him. "And you, I cant even look at you, I hate you to allow this lowlife to be your friend. Oh and he is a muggle born, A MUD BLOOD.

"How dare you say that to him" I walked over in front of Jonny to protect him. I rose again like I did ages ago in the hospital wing, The wind spun around and Jonny ran out. It was just me and Noah, Noah turned to his true form and his face was aggressive. He jumped,  He bit me and he shouted " We are over" I fell on the floor, everything was blurry, but I made out a vision, one vision. A clear vision. Of a boy Who I did not know but he picked me up and carried me elegantly to the hospital wing. I turned my head as much as I could which ended up being the tiniest amount and saw. Noah, cowering in the corner with waterfalls coming down his eyes. I wanted to run to him to tell him it was okay but I  am not sure it was this time.