Grayson Dolan "If Only"

World Tour

You are on your private jet while currently on your world tour. You've had so much fun doing concerts in America and overseas. You wanted to finish your tour in New Zealand and end it with a bang. You had 8 more shows to go and you were stressed out for the next few concerts. Some bad things have happened on previous shows and you are constantly worried about your fans needs and also worried about other things like how the production team are going and just missing home a lot. After your concert it was time to meet some fans. You were still panicking about the next few shows and if the twins and Paige are okay. You were hugging one fan after the other and one photo after the next it all started giving you a anxiety attack. You were freaking out until you pulled Louie aside. The twins and Paige were in the room with you and noticed. "Louie i'm having a anxiety attack", i said with stressed look. "Its ok, what do you need", Louie asked. "I need to get out of here", i said. "No you can't you still have three more fans to meet", said Louie. "Fine after these three", i said. You walked back to the 3 fans and got to meet and hug them and get a photo with them. After every photo it felt like you were going to faint. After the last person you ran out of the room and went to the bathroom. Paige and the twins ran after you. You threw up and went to the handbasin and leaned over. You started to cry and struggled to breathe. You were having an Anxiety attack. Paige ran into the bathroom and noticed you were struggling to breathe. She quickly called in the twins and they ran in to help you. You saw Grayson run in and you ran to him going into his arms. You were crying in Grayson's arms as he held you tight stroking your back and telling you that everything was alright. You finally caught your breathe and sat down against the bathroom door. You were whipping away the tears and leaned your head back against the door and took a deep breathe in and out. "You ok", Ethan asked. Grayson sat down beside you and grabbed you hand. "I am now", i said. "What happened", asked Paige. "I freaked out. I was stressing over tour and fans and everything just got too much and i had an anxiety attack. I mean those last three photos that i took with those fans, after each photo i thought i was going to faint. After that i ran in here threw up, couldn't breathe and just panicked", i said. Grayson squeezed your hand tighter and you rested your head on his shoulder. "What's making you freak out, everything has gone so smoothly", Ethan said. "You know how i'm a perfectionist, yeah well that decided to take over my thoughts and completely make me over think everything and stress out about every little detail", i said wearingly. "Well stop it. Your tour has been incredible. Your fans love you and your performances plus you slay every song. There have been no bad reviews and you are dominating every top chart platform, so stop stressing out about it and focus on what your here to do and that's to be an even bigger badass than what you already are and take over the music industry, got it", said Paige bending down in front of you looking at you straight in the eyes. "I hate you", i said looking at her. "I hate you too", said Paige standing up taking out her hand. You grabbed her hand and she helped you up. Grayson stood up after you and you hugged Paige, Ethan and then Grayson. "You scared me", Grayson whispered in your ear as you were hugging. "I'm sorry", I whispered back. 

It was the next morning and you had a free day. You and Grayson ran into Paige and Ethan's room and jumped on top of them and woke them up. "Get up lets go", i yelled. "Y/N what the hell", Paige said agitated. "Grab your long board and lets go",i said climbing off the bed and putting my sneakers on. Paige climbed out of bed and got changed. The Twins and Paige grabbed their boards and we all went outside and went on our boards. You all went to the skate park and you and Paige watched the twins do some tricks, they were really good. You heard an ice cream truck drive past and you and Paige looked at each other. You and Paige stood up and went on your long boards chasing after the ice cream truck until it came to a stop. Kids and other people ran to the ice cream truck. You and Paige got ice cream for yourselves and the Twins. Some fans spotted you and Paige so you both took some photos with them. You went rode back to the Twins and handed them their ice creams. You got them the one that they always get from the ice cream truck. "Yusssss, thank you babe", Ethan said giving Paige a hug and a kiss. "Baby you got my favourite, thank you", Grayson said also giving you a hug and a kiss. You all sat on top of the skate ramp and ate your ice cream. "I needed this", i said. "Yea, we haven't gone on our long boards in ages", Paige said. "I can't wait for the end of tour so we can watch the 'Dangerous Woman World Tour' video", Grayson said. "My heart doesn't want it to be over but my body does", i said. "I would so do this again though", said Ethan. We all laughed and agreed. You suddenly heard screaming and you all looked over where your heard it, you saw loads of fans running over to you. "There's too many, we need to run", said Paige. We all got up and ran, we dropped our long boards down and jumped onto them and rode off. We all came to a stop puffing and began to laugh. "Who wants to come swimming with me", i asked. "I could use a relaxing swim", agreed Paige. "Ooooo that sounds so good right now", Ethan said. "I'm in", Grayson said. You all went back to the hotel and got your bodyguard to drive you to the closest swimming centre. You all hopped out of the car and got walked into the swimming centre. You got changed and walked out to the Twins. You and Paige jumped into a lane as did the Twins while your bodyguard stood by. You and Paige swam a few lengths until the Twins decided to come up with a challenge. "You think you still got it", Ethan asked. "What do you mean", Paige asked. "Wanna race", asked Grayson. "Are you seriously asking to race against us", i laughed. "Yep, bring it on", Ethan said acting all tough. You and Paige looked at each other with a confused look. "What do you wanna put on it", Paige asked. "Loser has to do everything the winners say for 24hrs", Grayson said with a smirk. "What stroke and distance", i asked. "Just freestyle 50m", Ethan said. "Well then, dive start. First person does a 50m then touch the wall, as soon as the first person touches the wall the second person dives in and swims 50m and then whoever touches the wall first wins", Paige said. "I agree", i said. "Fine by us", Grayson agreed. "Are you sure you wanna do this", i asked. "Yeeessssss", Grayson said as he hugged you and swaying side to side. "Why don't you just take the L now", Paige said. "Nope", Ethan said. "Ok", Paige said standing up on the blocks. "Take your marks....Go", I yelled. Paige and Ethan dived in and sprinted a 50m freestyle. Paige was coming back and you stood up on the blocks. Paige touched the wall and you dived in and swam 50m, you came to the end and touched the wall and you and Paige won. You jumped out of the pool and waited for Grayson to come back. He touched the wall and finished. He stood up and looked at you. You jumped into the pool on top of him and laughed. "I respect what you guys do", Grayson said puffing. You and Paige laughed. You gave Grayson a hug and a kiss. You all decided to go in the spa and chill out. Some fans spotted you and asked for a photo and an autograph which you were all fine with because it wasn't too many. Your Anxiety went away and you only had 7 concerts to go. You were sitting with Grayson relaxing in the spa and Paige and Ethan were on the other side. You talked for ages until you all started to over heat. You and Paige went to get changed and you meet your bodyguard with the Twins and drove back to the hotel room and had some really good dinner together. You got really tired and you all decided to go to bed. You and Grayson went to bed together and Ethan and Paige went to bed together too. You came out of the bathroom to seeing Grayson fast asleep in bed or so you thought. You smiled to yourself and walked over to him and kissed him goodnight on the forehead, Grayson pulled you on top of him and you gasped in shock. "Hey i thought you were asleep", i laughed. "Nope, my plan worked", Grayson smirked. "And what exactly was that plan", i asked. "Well i was going to pretend that i was asleep and then scare you", Grayson smiled. "Well, well done", i said laughing. "Why thank you", Grayson laughed as he wrapped his arms around you tight. You slid down beside him and you were both facing each other. "I love you", I said smiling at him. "I love you too", Grayson said smiling back.