Grayson Dolan "If Only"

Thinking Bout You

It was your last performance of the Dangerous Woman World Tour and you wanted to do a duet with Paige. Paige is shy when it comes to perform in front of lots of people so you and the Twins had to encourage her  a lot. It was time for you to perform your cover together called 'Don't Dream It's Over'. Paige did really well and your New Zealand fans loved Paige. At one section you brung the Twins on stage with Paige and the fans went crazy. You all laughed. The Twins did a challenge with you and Paige on stage and the fans were having a really good time. You only had a few more songs to go and one of them was called 'Thinking Bout You'. You had your last song and you wanted to finish with a bang. Your last song was called 'Dangerous Woman'.

After your performance you ran behind stage screaming with joy and dancing around. You saw Grayson and ran and jumped into his arms. Grayson spun you round and let you down and gave you a passionate kiss. You pulled away and gave Ethan a long hug as well as Paige. You went over to your parents and gave them a hug. You grabbed a bottle of water and took off your ear piece. The Dangerous Woman crew huddled in together into a circle and we all said our thank you's. "Thank you guys all so much. You all made the tour run as smoothly as possible and i love you all for that. I appreciate all of your hard work and especially helping me with all the difficult things and especially having to put up with us four because i know that wasn't easy. So thank you and i love you all", i said all teary. We all packed up and went back to the rooms we were staying in. You, Paige and the Twins ordered Pizza and watched a movie. You were cuddled up with Grayson on the couch and Ethan and Paige were the same as we all watched the movie. 

It was the next day and you decided that you wanted to go back to your home town to visit. So you flew down to your hometown and went to your home. Ethan, Grayson and Paige came with you and Paige and Ethan went to Paige's home. You had a thought of going to visit your old high school so you, Paige and the Twins all went to the main office at your old high school and asked if you could have a look around. Luckily the principle who was also the principle while you were still there came out of her office and offered you to speak in assembly and having the option to perform for them. You liked the idea so you agreed. None of the kids at the school knew you were here so it was all a surprise. Assembly was starting and you, Paige, Ethan and Grayson all walked out on stage and the school screamed, they were so shocked that you were all at their school, some were even crying. You walked up to speak and it was so surreal. "Hi everybody, so i assume some of you are kinda freaking out at the fact that we are here and why we are here and all i can say is that i wanted to visit my old high school and just come back and reminisce. It only feels like last year i was sitting where you girls are and it's kinda scary. So i don't really have anything prepared to talk about so were just gonna wing it. I remember when i was your age about how i had my whole life planned out and how i wanted it to go and how i could make it happen. I set a goal, that i wanted to do the best i could in school to be able to get a full scholarship to my dream school over in the US which was Arizona State University. I managed to achieve that goal and then it was time to move onto the next which was qualify for the Olympics and swim as my sport. I worked hard and made sure that i was not only focusing on these goals and working as hard as i could, i tried to take care of my physical and mental health so that i could manage all the work and prove myself every training session and every competition. How many of you do morning training sessions before school? How many of you do training sessions after school? How many of you do both? So a few of you. I was doing both and it was hard managing school work on top of it and also week long swimming competitions but i made a plan and i stuck with it so i made sure that i had the right time for study and that i knew that i would be able to get good grades so that i could get my goals achieved and it worked. I mean it is going to be hard work, life is hard work but thats the price we have to pay in order to prove ourselves in this world and to especially feel good that we have achieved something. Have any of you got some questions? What headspace were you in when you were in your abusive relationship? I had been tricked into thinking that i was safe and being loved but instead i was being hurt and the feelings that were given off of that person were fake. I didn't realise the effect that it had on me and that was the worst part. So i was nearly close to death a couple of times and i somehow always managed to stay with him until my best friend made me realise that i was in a toxic relationship and it changed my perspective on all of it, so i left. I cut all contact with him and i moved over to LA. Paige and i were fortunate to have meet these Twins who decided to sit with Paige and i at an Ice cream parlour and they offered to show us around LA, and that's how all started. Grayson showed me what love actually was and all the feelings he gives me are genuine and i am so lucky to have met someone like him and thats the same for Ethan and Paige. We are all best friends and we have gone through so many obstacles yet somehow we always manage to come out on top and that's what makes our friendship and love so strong. When did you realise that you wanted to get int modelling and singing?  It not once came to mind and i never thought that i would ever be doing that. I was doing some videos online and my music producer spotted me and called me in and it all started from there. So i got a manger and he got me into modelling and thats how it all blew up.

They went along with the assembly and it was time for you to perform. You decided on singing 'Into You'. You finished the performance and everyone cheered and it was such good vibes. You were so happy that you got to talk and perform to students and reminisce in your times at high school. You all went home and went to sleep.

It was the next day and you were flying back to LA. You all hopped onto your private jet and flew back into LA. You landed and retrieved your bags. You went back to your apartment and it was really late over in LA so you laid in bed with Grayson talking for hours. "Y/n?", Grayson asked. "Yea", i said looking up at him. "What are your thoughts on starting a family?", Grayson asked. You sat up and answered. "Well i would have them after a year of marriage so then we could have a year where it's just us before our lives are completely set on kids. I would like to have a boy first so then he could protect the younger sister. I'm set on having 3 or 4 kids but nothing more. What about you?", i asked. "I'm the same. I would like to have a year to ourselves before we dedicate our lives to kids cause once their there, theres no going back", Grayson said. "What would you name them", Grayson added. You laughed and said, "I've actually wanted twin boys first believe it or not. I've always had my heart set on a kiwi (New Zealand) name for a boy, which i'm not quite sure of yet. But the boy names i like are Noah, and Cooper and a kiwi name. The name i like for a girl is Nevaeh which is heaven spelt backwards", i said. "I love that. And can we please have twins", Grayson asked. "Sorry, but i can't control that", i laughed. You both eventually fell asleep and you started Thinking bout Grayson and the future. You could see it and you were happy.