Fix me Teacher/Student Frerard (NOT CONTINUING)

Chapter One

~Frank's P.O.V~

I'm just a 17 year old, that gets bullied at school for being gay. I only wish, to have a normal life like others. I also wish that my mom wasn't a homophobic, abusive, alcoholic. I wish my father never died. We were really close to each other and without him, life sucked. I remember when I tried opening up to my mom, which was about, 10 minutes ago and it didn't go so well.

* Flashback *

" Hey mom...? " I slowly walked towards the living room, my mom was in the kitchen drinking. I kept my distance because she throws punches to my face very unexpectedly, for no reason.

" What the fuck do you want Frank?? Can't you see i'm busy?? " my mother snapped.

I couldn't help but flinch away a little, I could smell the alcohol, strong from her lips. She started drinking ever since my dad died. He committed suicide, but nobody knows why he killed himself, everything seemed so fine, but when i found my father in the bathroom floor, dead, I was wrong. It affected us both, but my mom was trapped in her own world to notice.

" U-um, I wanted to talk to you about something... " I said softly, looking everywhere but her.

" Make this quick " she growled. She then made her way to the living room and plopped herself on the couch, that haven't been cleaned in months. Things don't get cleaned if I don't do it. My mom doesn't clean anything, but she does go to work and still has her job and pays the bills. Don't ask how she still has her job because i don't know.

" Well, I don't know how to say this- "

" Just spill it Frank, for fucks sake! "

" FINE!- I'M GAY "

If I knew what was about to happen, he would of never told his mom anything. I would of kept my mouth shut.

My mother slapped me.

Hard.

" What the fuck? I did not raise you to be a pathetic faggot! You disgusting little shit! This has to be some sick joke you're pulling on me Frank! You know what-  Get out! Go take a walk and come back until you realize that what you're saying is stupid bullshit, and that you actually like girls. At this age you should be out fucking the shit out of girls! "

I stood there clutching my face. I couldn't help but cringe at that last part  and witht that being said, I got up and left. I went to go take a walk.

* End of flashback *

It was a Sunday night, which meant the following day , Monday , was school. I almost felt like crashing at Ray's house. Ray was my best friend, but I didn't go, because I didn't want to intrude. After walking for what felt like hours, I decided to go back home. I decided that I was gonna lie to my mom that what I said was ' stupid ' .

I knocked on the door and waited for my mom to open the door. Before she opened the door I could hear her muttering words but I wasn't to make out what she was saying. Eventually, she opened the door. She had a beer bottle in her hand and she looked angry.

" Did you think about what you said? "

" Y-yes mom, I'm sorry, you were right. I thought about what I said " I could feel the tears stinging my eyes.

" You better be fucking sorry, don't let me ever hear that coming from your mouth ever again or else i will beat the living shit out of you. " She grumbled and chugged the rest of her beer down her throat. Then wandered off in the kitchen.

I stood there shocked, because I was scared. I didn't know if I should tell anyone about this. I realized that my mother will never accept me for who I am and that fucking hurt.

I ran upstairs to my bedroom and locked the door and I started to cry. I hated his life more than anything, but mostly, I hated myself . I hated the way my mother treated me. I couldn't help but wonder if my father would of reacted the same way my mother did. I missed my dad. 

I cried himself to sleep that night. Tomorrow was Monday, which meant that I had to face Bob, Bert and Zack. They were my bullies so I needed my rest.

Hi,

This is my first fanfic so do't judge. But tell me what you think, was it bad? I have nothing else to say so i'm gonna leave you with this and work on chapter two (:

Bye!