Forever and Always

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Forever and always
What a fucking lie
My lie
Your lie
Our fucking
Lie

But it wasn't
Not when I'm laying here
Crying here
Staying here
Staring there
Into the dark
Nothing's there
No one cares
No ones there.

Forever and always
All through the night
We'd stay by each other's side
No matter the turn of the tide
But the tide turned, baby
It turned
We're hurt
You're hurt

Your tears burned
They burn
My tears hurt
Yeah, they hurt
But not as much as my words
Hurt you
Not as much as my fucking lies
Hurt you
Even after I told you the truth.

Forever and always
Dancing in hallways
To our songs
To our hearts
Ripped out
Ripped apart
It's my fault

Baby, I know
It's my fault
With your blood staining my hands
How could I forget
Deny
Or try to hide
When you almost died

Forever and always
I'll sit in empty hallways
Thinking of you
It's all I can do
When I can't forgive what I put you through
You were my moon
I loved you
I hurt you
Broke you
Destroyed you
Almost killed you

I don't know how to make it up to you
Maybe if I never be true
To anyone but you
Maybe if I lock myself away
Edges fray
Where I can't hurt you
Or anyone else
But myself
Maybe this is growing up
Like you told me to

Forever and always
I'll float through space
Keeping others away
I'll return to this place
And retrace our names
Fading away

Forever and always
I'll regret what I said
On those final days
But not the way I held you
Looked at you
Thought of you
Or what I did with you
I'll remember you
And the love I have for you
The hurt I put you through

Because when I forget everything
You're the one I don't want to lose
You are my moon
And that will never change
Forever and always

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10/1/17 2:10 AM

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