Bad Poetry for Nobody But Me

Is It Too Much To Ask For

Is it too much to ask for your hand holding mine
Your voice in my ears
Your hair in my face
Is it too much to ask for a bit of your time
I haven't been the same since you left
I haven't been the same since we met
In middle school when I was depressed
You came in like an angel from heaven
Like the moon in the night you lit up my depression
Your honey nut brown eyes
Staring into mine
Like a supernova exploding
I felt my heart beating
For the first time in my life
I didn't feel any strife
I was at peace
Not in pieces
You were like the super glue that held me together after everyone else had dropped me
Over and over again until I was shattered into too many pieces to count
But you found them all and took the time to put me back together
A pile on the ground no longer
I was flying high in the sky I thought I'd never come down
But then you started ignoring me
I got scared, I panicked
I hurt you, destroyed you
Like a sweater that was way too small to get off
I clung to you until you took the scissors and cut me into pieces again
My angel had betrayed me
Like a volcano my rage emptied me
I almost killed you
How could you forgive me
I became pathetic, begging for you to stay
At the same time so scared to hurt you, I told you not to stay
So you left
But I am still right here
Right where you left me, here
I will never move, a mountain against the wind of the world
I will forever be yours to hold
And until you come back to me
I will be alone here in the dark
But you won't ever come back to me
I will be alone here in the dark with no one for company
Until I die or kill myself, sadly this is the new me
Lost in feeling
Too deep to just let go
This is my curse
When you were my cure
I just want you to hold
Is it too much to ask for your hand to hold