speak | taehyung

to the girl whom i wish the best for

Dear Al,

You never deserved any of this. I truly am sorry. I understand that not even a multitude of my apologies will compensate for the pain that I have inflicted upon you. But I hope you know that I regret so many things.

The past is an unchangeable variable in everyone's lives. Specifically in mine, this variable does not result too positively. Various regrets, too many to count, have occupied the very brim of my mind, which lies on the verge of insanity. My memories act as constant reminder of the mistakes I have left in stone.

But the future is the one variable I believe holds the most favor for all of us. I understand that your wish, simply put, is to never hear or see me again. I respect your decision. I will not forcibly approach or better yet try to find you, wherever place in the depths of this world you happen to be. But, just as you believe that loving me is inevitable, I believe that the fate which brings us together is like a bridge connecting the past to the future. Fate is inevitable. No matter how unchangeable the past may be and no matter how unpredictable the future is, fate is always prevalent.

If it's meant to be, we will cross paths someday. And I hope when that day comes, both our hearts and minds have matured and healed.

Till next time.

Not goodbye, but hello to a new chapter in our lives.

-Taehyung

p.s. I never took my shirt I only went to your house to "take my shirt" as an excuse to see you. It's still there in the bottom corner of your dresser's top drawer.