Epistle 10

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i still dont know why I chose 42 but oh well

Epistle 10

Dear Carolina,

Did you ever want a baby when you were here? I mean, I know I did. I know these questions may seem too personal, but I just want to know the truth. I know I did, it sounded like the best thing in the world.

I never told you because I thought you would freak out. I mean, it takes a lot of responsibility to raise another human being, but I think we have enough courage and trust to have I child of our own.

In my opinion, the names should still be named after your mother. She was the mum I never had. Not that I didn't like my mum, I just was at your house more often than my own.

Do you remember the day you left? It was my last time seeing you for a while. We hugged for the longest time, before the flight attendant yelled at you to go. I gave you one last kiss, and tried to tell you something, but couldn't. You looked at me before heading to your plane. Before the gates closed, you looked back and smiled. I smiled in return, and as the doors closed, I couldn't hold it in anymore.

The question I was going to ask you was the most important question of my life. It would've been the day I was going to ask for your hand in marriage. I couldn't do it. You had your whole future planned out from the day we got together, and I can't interfere with that. I just couldn't. You've supported me through my career in this band, and I owed you one. Please just come back and notify me that you're alright, soon.

Thank you for supporting me and being the best girlfriend and best friend in the world.

Love,

Niall, Chester, and Grant

ive finally made the chapters acceptable, happy now?

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