Hey everyone! Ummm by the title of this chapter I guess I did something and this I don't know what I did. On the left side of my torso I have pain were my ribs are but the funny thing I did nothing to do any damage with those muscles. Also to fill you in when I was younger at times I would mystery scratches and a few scares, but also the wears thing was some bruising that I didn't know how it got there. Yet it happens again. It feels like I been hit by something or did it to...myself? I don't know but I have had some bruising on my legs but hey it happens but does it happen when your unconscious and have your dream just play put? I am probably just getting crazy but I have to say I didn't have this pain a day ago! I have had it all today and I had to take ibuprofen to hide the pain I'm in. I don't want my parents to know about it yet. When I got bruising on my legs its probably because I move around in my bed. But here a question to think about. You have no objects in your bed to hurt you or things to roll over and it will hurt you. All you have is your pillows and blankets. Nothing to poke you or roll over. But how do you get pain in your ribs over night with nothing in your bed? Also another thing I know for sure! I did do something to my back and its not getting better. I was sitting on my bed in a wears position but when I got up a shooting pain I got and couldn't fully bend straight without having pain. It was hurting a lot and I defiantly needed to take ibuprofen, I only go to that if I have bad pain! This is day three and I still have pain but I have to keep on moving so I won't be in real discomfort. I had this since last Thursday. I know its been 4 days but I'm going to deal with it until it goes away. My body is still working and I'm hoping my recovery clock isn't going slow. But hey if it is I will wait it out till it gone. Hoping its gone by this Sunday! If not then I will tell. It could be that I strained it doing work. It really sad to think that maybe I'm starting to get old? I'm only 18 and that's still young but still with some of the kids these days with the acks and pains the number of young or old doesn't matter any more. Also to tell you from my last tag you read that I cut. And yes I do...but my parents know and actually its alright but also my mom took all of the sharp thins like blades and things away. But I been doing good so far. It was September 25 that I went berserk and cut right to the muscle of my legs. Ok I just tried shifting my position because my lower back started too hurt and when I went on my left side it hurts too. I rather have the cut of a razor blade than this right now! Also another thing i have pain in my left shoulder. I don't know but i have a feeling that i will arthritis when I get older. I'm use to the pain on my legs. But likely my mom wanted me to promise not do it ever again. I'm hoping I won't have to. But my happiness has been very good during the past few weeks! I got to go to the beach another day invited to a cookout and a couple of days ago I went to Burger King and got a whopper! I don't like most of the stuff that's in it but I actually really liked it. Its an odd thing for me to have things when I'm with my family and my friends. I been happy! Also the good thing is I'm getting out of my depression! Also my greatest friend patdtopmcrfob is helping me a lot with "Two World's Collide" and I'm going to a few more short stories! I'm going to do my best to get chapter three right in BATIM ( Bendy And The Ink Machine) and that's going too take some time! Thank you everyone who has been reading my books it really means a lot to me! Also I know everyone deals with different things but I want to tell you what is going on. Thank you all again I will see you all in the next chapter, till next time! 😎
Some reason this didn't get posted a few days ago. Sorry. But now all 10 pages of the book are out!
