Hi everroyne I'm sorry I been on a long hiatus. I been losing ideas and I broke promises along the way. I'm so sorry. Things have been improving in my life but I am so sorry to everyone for not updating anything. I hope I will be able to update this month. I'm hoping if I can. But now its update time on my life and how some things were going.
FIRST
As the moth been passing I been really happy than I was before. I am more active than I was originally. Even my parents say this is the most happiest they ever seen me in years. Years!!! And that mean a lot of them to say that. I been having some good times. Also I haven't been cutting I have been about 3 months free. Its been going good. And I am happy myself I'm not just saying this. I really mean it.
SECOND
Part of my memory is slipping me. At times its hard to remember names even tho the person is rich there with me I would forget there name. Its been happening a lot more often than you think. But there are some I can remember and that a good thing. I'm hoping this memory problems will just go away as I get older. I really don't know what really going on with my body or should I say my mind. I haven't gone to a doctor, I probably should but hey who really has the money to do a lot of doctor visits. I'm just going to the waiting game and see how this gets me. Weather if it gets worse or better. Also I'm going be having some fun tomorrow. I'm going to help out with a lot of friends cleaning up a place. Also before you all start wondering why I would spend my time doing that instead of be hone playing games or read or watching the teli. Its with a ton of people I know and love and have grown up with all my life and some new friends I made along my life. Am the friends are really nice and we all get along with each other. We are all going to be in East Bridgewater, and if you don't know. EB is like my home town, I grown some roots there and I love the place. That place does a have some sentimental value. We are going to be cleaning up an area to make it look nice again. Its a big clean up job on the inside of the place and outside. It's a going to be fun. I see it as fun because I'm with people I know and love.(Play music) Also I hope that I can share my joy with the joy of my life one day, it would be wonderful.
THREE
I have some great news to shared. I'm am with a wonderful person!!! She is the one that has my heart and I love her so much. She is smart, beautiful, fun, energetic, lovable, amazing person. I'm so glade she is in my life. I love her so much. She might kill me for saying this...but she doesn't see herself a being beautiful. She has gotten bullied at school and from friends...she has her own battles but she is beautiful and wonderful amazing fun person to be around. She can bring the light right into the room. She is amazing kind loving thoughtful generous smart gorgeous talented and wonderful. I love her a lot and I wouldn't want her to be sad but the world can get to you at times. I'm always here for her and she does talk to me about things. She is one of the amazing people who came into my life. I don't know what I would be like if I stayed in my home town school. If I never left Rockland high I would have met the love of my life. She is a diamond in the ruff she truly is. Also if I had to redo highschool I would let all play out to just wait for the right women to walk into my life and I love her so much. Without her I don't know what I would do or what I would be right now. She has also changed me to be better and to be a better person. I thank her for being in my life and I love her so much. She is magnificent and I love her just the way she is, with imperfections and all.
It has been a great few months and I hope there will be more good months in the future. I'm so sorry again for not updating anything. I will try to get another book before this month ends. Thank you so much for reading my books it means a lot. Till next time.
