Hey there everyone I hope you all have a great day today. A few hours ago a good friend of my parents just died from a motorcycle axident. My parents are at the firends house to confort her. On this day she lost her son... He was only 24 years old. Right now at 8:04 PM I been having a fire since 7 I think I don't know when I got home from my dad's sister place. We had a family gathering. But I got home as wanted to have a first so I was able to. It's calming and is really great distraction right now. Even tho I'm not there with my parents comforting our firend at least my parents are there. But yet it can be sudden losing the one we love. I'm probably not allowed to say this but I did and it's good to get things off the mind. And that's another thing why I love to write. I use to write alot in my journals and I have 2 books that are completed. But I have a third one that's in the process. This is kinda like the fourth book actually. Right now I'm wiriting this because I lost my mother at a very young age and then taken away from the preson who took care of when she died from giving birth to me. From there on I was in an orphanage, and then a few month later my care taker died from a motorcycle axident...at times some things can hit my heart but other times I'm able to be strong and not have it affect me. Like they say things can have an effect on even when we are a baby we can still hear things and sense things. This is a sad time because when you loss your child it can be devostating. It's hurts alot and feels like you been torn in shred and then put into a blender....
I'm sorry but I'm going to leave this right now.
Till next time.
