It's been a long time since I wrote anything. I'm so sorry that I haven't been able to get to my books. Alot has happened. The happy times, the proud moments, to think back in time again, something sad, something to think about, then some more thinking about the past years, and now the times have passed and thing been said and done. Time has it place and always you never know what the future might hold. I am glad for something. That as long as they are happy I am. Don't be down, think of the good that in your life and I will always there. After all these years I still have and still will be here, right here waiting.
The times in the past have always been a wonder to me. Some times I wonder what I would done or if I could intervene with out harm to the time line, what it would be like to live that course in life. Thee are many decisions and many places you could go. It's always up to you were you take yourself in life.
If I can be honest with myself I haven't gone that fare how everyone else has. Even in school I looked fine but really I was dealing with myself and self doubt. I seem strong and I have tried to keep myself tougher as much as I can for the people. At some days all I did was please my peers. If they need a light I did it...even if it was a bit humiliating. But hey some you do things from pressure or from experience. I have done both and made a bit of a fool of myself. But at least I leave behind some of the good that was in me. Some parts that were funny and some just weard. We all have these moments in life and we never know what they will become. But life does eventually gets better. It takes time but soon enough it will get better piece by piece.
Just wanted to add this in.
As time goes on we don't know what will happen. Every day is a new page. Ever year is a new chapter.We just need to find out what the right is in our path.
