Forced To Marry My Ex

Chapter 33-Please

~Cyrel~

"What happened?" Tanong ko sa babaeng kaharap ko.

"Well..uh..uhm..ano sabi ng doctor safe na ang baby all she need is bed rest." I just stared at her, i don't know why she's here but its confusing the hell out of me.

Lian is Pregnant with my child? Fuck cyrel you're one piece of a jerk.

"Where's my Wife?" I need to talk to her, fuck we need to settle things straight.

"Cyrel i think this is not the right time for you to talk to her, she's in pain right now so much in pain and seeing you is a bad idea."

Fuck, fuck fuck fuck!! I rushed towards Lian's room, i need to know what happened bakit si Uesher ang kasama niya? I thought she's with Ian in London. Fuck why me? Bakit ako ang ama? It could be Ian for hell's sake!

As i opened the door, her sleeping face greeted me. I looked down to her baby bump She's really pregnant.

Lian's beauty is different from my wife who's pure and angelic, hers is somewhat like a seductive mistress i can say an epitome of seduction.

"I'm sorry....i'm really sorry for everything Lian." I leaned down to kiss her forehead before sitting. This is not the right time to contront her.

I stayed for a couple of hours before returning back to my hotel, pagod ako hindi lang dahil sa biyahe pati narin utak at puso, all i want right now is a new life with my family..a new beginning for Uesher and i pero bakit kaylangan pang mangyare ito? dammit. I know its my foult, i know that lian is Uesher's best friend and for fucks sake my twins godmother.
stupid cyrel!!

~Uesher~

"Hi" i turned around to face her, fiona. Just like Alex she never leave my side for this past few days.

Its been 1 week since the hosptial discharge Lian and now she's back to the Philippines, while Cyrel is still here trying to talk to me and reaching out to the kids.

"Hi..is everything fine now?" She nodded while giving me the paper works i needed, with tears in my eyes i manage to smile. This is it..there's no turning back now.

"Are you sure? What about the kids?" I heaved a sigh before sipping my coffee.

"I know they'll understand, they're smart kids." I really hope so.. the kids love their father so much and making this big decision without consulting their feelings might affect their relationship with Cyrel.

"We both know that Uesher." Cyrel...i love you, pero bakit hindi mo ako kayang mahalin gaya ng pagmamahal ko sayo? bakit kaylangan kong mag hirap ng ganito ng dahil lang sa pag mamahal ko sayo.

With tears running down my face i still manage to smile and think of the benefits my decision would lead me and my kids in the future.

"See..? you're crying.." I looked at her as i wiped my tears away.

"Simula nong minahal ko si Cyrel, tinangap kona sa sarili ko na hindi lang puro kaligayahan ang mararamdaman ko...half of it is full of sorrows, but i accepted it knowing that he'll be there to hold me and be with me forever. But i was wrong, nasira ang lahat ng dahil lang sa isang kasinungalingan na dahilan kong bakit umabot sa ganito ang lahat."

"Oh Uesher! kong pwede lang sana tangalin lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo ngayun matagal konang ginawa..you don't deserve this kind of pain."

Yes, no one deserves the pain i'm feeling right now, but life is unfair and it will always be for me. Nag mahala lang naman ako pero bakit kaylangan akong mag dusa ng ganito? dahil ba sa maling lalaki ang minahal ko? oh sadyang hindi lang talaga kami para sa isa't isa.

I heaved a sigh before i stood up to tap her shoulder.

"Everything will end soon Fiona, i have Faith..i know it will" with that, umakyat na ako sa kwarto ng kambal upang asikasuhin sila bago matulog. Tomorrow is another day and the end of me being his Mrs. Alcantara.

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Kinabukasan nagising ako dahil sa ingay na nag mumula sa labas ng aking kwarto. The hell? i checked on my alarm clock and it's only 5:15 in the morning, pikit mata akong nag lakad para buksan ang pinto.

"Hey..." It took me a couple of seconds before i could close the door and lock it, Anong ginagawa niya dito?

Without any idea of what to do, i grab my comb and fix my tangled hair then rush toward the bathroom to wash my face. There i realized how stupid i am and laugh my heart out while tears running down my cheeks. Ang tanga tanga ko talaga.

"Please Uesher talk to me, alam ko hindi sapat ang sorry at mga walang kwenta kong explanations..but trust mw when i say every time...everytime we did i..i..always wear protection." Hearing it from him makes my heart ached times 5 the pain i felt when Lian confess that she's pregnant with Cyrel's child.

I looked at the brown envelope laying on my bedside table and smile, this is the right time to stop everything. Umiiyak man at pilit ang mga hakbang papunta sa pinto i still manage to fake a smile.

Nang mabuksan kona ang pinto cyrel rushed to give me a tight hug, god knows how much i wanted to hug him back but my mind already have its decision and it's to let him go for real.

"Please...please come back to me, i'm sorry for everything..sorry for hurting you...sorry for believing him...sorry...i know i'm an asshole but please...just please give me one last time to make everything rigth" As i wipe my tears away i manage to pull out from his hug.

"It's over Cyrel.."

"N..no..wait l..listen, Ian your cousin let me watch a video ..a..and that video contains the truth Ian tooked that Video when it all started, when i saw you and Symon.. Uesher..hindi kona to sinasabi dahil sa gusto kolang sabihin. I already know the truth..please...please give me one last chance to make it all up to you" Ian...You're too late my dear cousin too late for everything.

"Siguro, kong hindi pa pinakita ni Ian sayo ang footage na kinunan niya hangang ngayun nasa utak mo parin na niloko kita." I'm still thankful for what he did even tho it'll never change everything now. I heaved a sigh before walking towards the paper works i needed for the both of us.

Last night before i sleep i sign it all para ang signature nalang ni Cyrel ang kulang. Yes, it's a Divorce paper. Hindi biro ang pinag da'anan ko para lang sa papers nayan halos mabalew ako sa kaka isip kong tama ba talaga ang gagawin ko.

"S..sign this..please.." looking at him now he's so fragile at bakas rin sa mukha niya ang walang tulog.

With trembling hands i handed him the envelope, right now all i wanted to happen is for him to sign it.

Nang mabuksan niya niya ang envelope at ma check ang laman non ay agad niya itong binagsak sa sahig.

"No..no..no not this please Uesher...please no" nagulat ako nang bigla nalang siya lumohod sa harap ko at hinawakan ang laylakayan ng robe ko.

"Cyrel please don't make this so hard for the both us..please."

"NO!!! I WILL NEVER SIGN THAT BULLSHIT PAPER!! NEVER" with pain and anger in his eyes he stood up and leave me.

Walang tigil ang pag patak ng mga luha ko as i knelled down to get the divorce paper.

Alam kong mahihirapan akong makombinsi si Cyrel pero para sa mga bata at sa aming dalawa narin i need to let him sign it.

A/N: After 1000 years ay nakapag update ulit ako😂 It took me a couple of months before i could update again but at least here it is😂😂 sorry for the wait tho. love you and i hope you'll like it.