Forced To Marry My Ex

Chapter 37-I wont give up on us

~Cyrel~

I keep on calling Eros or any of those lutanic to help me but none of them answer my calls nor texses.

"Cyrel naman!! bakit hindi mo alam kong san tayo pupunta? seriously? you planned this!!" Sabi ni Uesher habang bakas sa mukha ang labis nag pag aa'lala. Eros planned this and everything is organized the way he wants it.

I was about to call them again when i realized that Eros have the remote for my yacht. Fuck it!!

"Uh...uh..Uesher, we're not lost by chance...Eros lost us."

"WHAT????"

"Ahh...well you see my Yatch is different from any other, it is personaly made for me only and its one of its kind...so i have this lil remote kong saan pwede kong pa andarin ang yate kahit walang nagmamaniho nito...so ayun...nakay eros, and seems like he lost us last night when we're both doing it" I can see the frustration in her eyes as she shook her head and gets inside.

Damn, i need to do this manualy now, the problem is i don't know which direction we'll go. North? South? East or West! ugh once we get back i swear i'm gonna break some bones.

Bumaba ako papunta ng cabin upang tingnan kong ano ang ginagawa ni Uesher, i was about to get inside the cabin when i saw her in the cockpit drinking coffee while staring at the empty sea.

"Hey.."

"What.." Sabi niya habang naka tingin parin sa kawalan, it took the chance to stare at her angelic beauty and cant help but to smile. She's the most beautiful girl i've ever seen in my whole life yet i made her pretty face cry in so much sorrow because of me.

Kong sana naniwala ako sakanya nong una palang hindi kami aabot sa ganito, sana masaya kami ngayun habang nag tatawanan dahil sa mga corny jokes niya kasama ang mga anak namin. Pero hindi, i pushed her away from my life because of lies that broke our marriage..dahil sa kasinungalingan at katarandaduhan ko heto ako ngayun lihim na umiiyak dahil sa panghihinayang.

"Cyrel...why are you crying?" I just wiped my tears away and smiled at her, ou nasasaktan ako pero alam kong mas nasasaktan siya sa lahat ng nangyayari ngayun.

"I love you Uesher...mahal na mahal kita." She just smiled at me saka ibinalik ang atensyon sa karagatan, i sigh saka bumalik na sa taas Upang simulan ang paglalayag when i remembered my sister she might answer my call.

I looked down to check if she's still at the cockpit sole watching the sea and i'm right, Alam kong hindi mopa ako ngayun mapapatawad Uesher pero sana dumating ang araw nayun and i hoped when that day comes mahal mo parin ako, i know love will bring you back to me.

I turned around to call Alex and after 3 rings finally she answered, good thing na may signal sa lugar kong nasan kami ngayun ni Uesher.

"Kuya??? Wow, once in a blue moon kalang kong tumawag sa'kin ah..what's up?"

"Tell your fucking bullshit fiancé that he fucking lost us.. I don't know which way to go." I heard. Her chuckle before speaking.

"Chill kapatid ko, okay...its not eros who lost you its me..now lets see....okay, you're almost there kuyabells just go straight and when you see a small lil island with a house facing the sea thats it. Byeeee" I blinked several times in disbelief, nahawa na talaga si Alex sa kabalewan ni Eros, my poor sister is in danger. Ugh.

Bumaba ako upang sabihin kay Uesher ang tungkol sa ginawa ni Alex and she just sigh then tapped my shoulders before going back to our cabin. if only i could bring us back to normal just like in Quezon.

~Uesher~

Nagising ako dahil sa tunog ng gitara, habang naka pikit parin i tried to remember if may gitara ba sa loob ng cabin but if my brain serves me right wala akong natatanda'an gitara sa loob.

I slowly open my eyes and to my surprise i'm inside a jungle themed room, this is not the cabin. agad akong tumayo at lumabas ng kwarto to look for Cyrel. Bakit hindi niya ako ginising? I could just walk my way here from the yacth.

Naabotan ko siya sa labas hawak hawak ang isang pamelyar na gitara, the guitar that made me smile while staring at his handsome face and listening to his voice when we we're still college. I really miss the old us, those happy memories i have with him is still fresh in my mind....just like all the painful memories na naranasan ko ng dahil rin sakanya. Papasok na sana ako nang bigla nalang niya akong tawagin.

"Uesher..please stay." I turned my back and sits beside him, ganito kami palagi noon. He's going to sing a song while i'm just here sitting beside with with full of love in my eyes.

"W...will you still listen if i sing you a song." My mind says no because after all of this kapag nakabalik na kami reality will slap me bigtime, but my heart says the opposite and without even knowing i said.

"Yes.."

"Thank you..." I just smiled at him and let him start as i watch the sunrise.

🎤"When i look into your eyes, its like watching the nigh sky or a beautiful sunrise they're so much they hold. And just like them old stars, i see that you've come so far to be right where you are how old is your soul?"🎤 I cant help but to shed a tear, this song reminds me of those happy memories with him while we're both waiting for the sunrise.

🎤 "Well i wont give up on us even if the skies get rough i'm giving you all my love i'm still looking up. And when you're needing your space to do some navigating i'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find.."🎤

I was caught off guard when he stopped singing and faced me with tears in his eyes. God knows i hate to see him cry lalong lalo na pag ako ang dahilan, i want to wipe his tears and hug him so damn tight.

"i wont give up on us Uesher, gagawin ko ang lahat para lang bumalik tayo sa dati..if not then at least a new life with you and out twins, i cant unloved nor forget you..god knows i cant." Wala sa sariling hinawakan ko ang mga pisngi niya na ngayun ay basang basa dahil sa walang tigil na pag patak ng mga luha.

"I'm trying cyrel...i'm trying my best to at least looked into your eyes while trying to forget about everything..pero hindi kasi sa tuwing nakikita kita na aalala ko ang nakaraan...ang tungkol kay lian."

"I cant force you to forget what happened but please kahit sa 3 linggo mating magkasama iparamdam mo ulit sakin ang pagmamahal na pilit mong tinatago diyan sa puso mo...let it go my love..." I answered him with a deep kiss, the kiss that makes my heart warm.