"Mommy wake up!! let's get ready for the party" Simula nong lumipat ako sa kwarto nang kambal, they instantly became my alarm clock.
I opened my eyes to check what time is it and it's only 7:00 in the morning too early for my twins to wake up. Kadalasan kasi around 8 to 9 sila magigising.
"Hmmm" i sit up and kissed their cheeks.
Dumating sa bahay si Cyrel na lasing kagabi, hindi ko alam kong bakit bigla nalang akong nabalot sa takot while my both knees are shaking.
Yong mga tingin nya na parang pinapatay ka, his heavy breathes that makes me think he's holding back his anger towards me.
And last night he announced that my in-laws will have a welcome back party for me. Me being Uesher Jane Funtanella-Alcantara.
Ngayung gabi daw ang event sa Mansion nang mga Alcantara and we're going there as a family..
"Mom! c'mon breakfast is ready" i just nod and let them leave the room with happy face.
Nasasaktan parin ako, yon bang sakit na hindi ko ma explain it doubled when i saw Cyrel's Angry face, mga tingin na nandidiri..lie he's judging me.
Naisip ko tuloy, galit kaya sa'kin ang asawa ko? may nagawa kaya akong pag kakamali noon? kasi hangang ngayun hindi parin ma alis sa utak ko, kong bakit hindi nya alam na buhay pa ako..and why do they need to hide the truth about my true identity
I fixed the bed before going downstairs to eat breakfast with the kids. i almost choked when i saw him laughing with them.
"Oh! mommy's here!! Apollo run towards me and drag me to sit beside his father.
It's our first breakfast together as a family, for the fast few days kadalasan kasama namin kumain nang agahan si Lian and now, i don't know why she's not here.
"Mommy? are you okay? you're spacing out" Artemis hold my hand and gently squeeze it.
"Of course baby, i'm okay..let's eat?"
"Yes!!" the twins answered in unison. i looked at cyrel and he's busy eating his food.
"Staring is rude" i looked away in embarrassment, I cleared my throat and start to eat.
Then i feel the pain again, yong sakit na kakapang hina. The pain that i started to feel since i meet Cyrel again. My toxic.
"I'm done...Uesher your dress is ready. I can't come with you tonightdahil may aasikasohin pa akosa Office" Wala akong nagawa kondi and tumango na lamang at hayaan siyang umalis.
Ang hirap hirap, Sana ang puso ma Anmesia rin, i may forgot my past with Cyrel but this heart of mine...hindi eh, hindi nya nakilumutan kong paano mag mahal...kong paano mahalin si Cyrel.
Sadly, i don't think he still loves me. I don't even know if he really loved me at the first place.
I tried my best to hide my tears from my kids. I don't want them to see me cry in pain. If ever they see me crying i want it to be tears of joy.
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