Toxic Love (Lcs FF)

Chapter 23: The End is near

"You're a fucking idiot." Sam said and I walk pass the two of them. They started a loud argument but I didn't care. I started my Computer and started my music. I turned up the volume so I don't hear them and started league.

You know that feeling when you just feel nothing because you pushed everything away? That's how I feel right now and I play like it. I make stupid decisions and plays. After I finished my third solo Q game which I lost I closed the client. I needed a break from everything. "Scrims start in 2 hours" Loco said. That's enough time to go for a run and I went upstairs. I didn't notice that Josh is following me into our room. I walked in and went directly to my closet. "Cat" Josh begins and I ignore him. "Hey listen to me" He walks to me and tries to turn me towards him. I shook his and off and picked a black leggings and a crop top out of my closet. "Cat please you can't ignore me. Please look at me." He said and I turned to him. He looked at me and opens his mouth. "Don't call me Cat. Only people I like can call me that." I said before he can say anything. "Cat or Catherine. Listen to me. I regret everything about last night. I was drunk and pissed that you sleep at the clg gaming house." He said.

I interrupted him "Oh really you were pissed because I stayed at another house and I should be happy that you fucked somebody you picked up? You know what Joshua. Get the fuck out of my way." I pushed him aside and walked into the bathroom to get changed.

Knock. I ignore it and start changing into my running clothes. Knock Knock. Still Ignoring it. I was done changing and opening the door. Josh was standing there and staring at me. I walked pass him and downstairs. "Guys I'm quickly going for a run." I said to the guys in the gaming room. I put on shoes and plugged my headphones into my phone.

After 45min of non stop running I came back to the house. "Nica I need to talk to you." Said Loco. "Can I go and take a shower first?" I asked and he nodded. I grabbed some clothes and jumped under the shower. After I finished I walked downstairs. "Where's Loco?" I asked at Matt pointed to his office. I knocked and walked in. "Ah right sit down please." He said and I do as I was told. "So I heard an argument about you today between Sam and Joshua. Care to share with me?" He asked and I think he already knows the answer just wants to know my side of it. "Sure. So Me and Josh had something and he fucked ,sorry I mean slept with, someone he met in the club. That's why they argued." I honestly told him. "Alright,so how do you thing that it will work between you guys in game?" He asked me. "I will play like I did." I said. He nodded "Okay. The rest of this conversation will be with all of the guys." He said and I stood up and left.

Like 10 minutes later loco came out and called everyone for a before scrims meeting. "So guys I don't want to talk about it. I believe everyone is aware of the issue between Josh and Cat. And I think its the best that if I recognize that your gameplay change because of this I bring in another midlaner. So I brought Goldenglue back." And as he finished the sentence Goldenglue walked through the door. "I don't understand why he wants you out and not josh but he's the coach I think he knows what he's doing." Sam whispered to me. And seriously guys I think he's right. I don't know why he wants me out but hey he's the coach right?

We lost the first scrim block but don't think its my fault. I can't do something when Joshua plays like shit and the enemy bot lane is freaking fed. "Okay Goldenglue is in and Ferenica is out." Loco said and I stood up. Goldenglue took my seat and logged me out and logged into hus account. "I think that you shouldn't play this next Saturday and Sunday." Loco said "And I also think that we should talk about your contract cause I don't want you to be forced to be here. I know your good but your not right for the team." He finished. "So you're kicking me out right?" I asked and raised one eyebrow. "No not kicking out its different." He answered. Oh right but it sounds like ges kicking me out. "Sure so you don't need me here? Because if you don't need me and we end my contract, I go and pack my thing to go to my apartment." I answered. "Right I will send the papers to your apartment so you are free to go and do what you want." I nodded and went upstairs. The guys looked after me and I heard Sam arguing with Loco. "Sam stop. There no reason that you argue. Just let it be." I answered and walked to my room. I out my stuff in boxes and called an uber to pick me up and transport me and my stuff to my apartment.

He arrived and while I was waiting I brought my boxes downstairs. The guys were finished with the one game as I was going. "Nice wait." San called. He hugged me and whispered "I'm so sorry." I hugged him back and said "It's fine. See you at the stage." He looked at me confused.

"You don't think that I would quit this do you?" I winked at him and left.

So this was my first Team and if I'm honest I learned so many things from this team. Like never fall in love with a fucking team mate and never trust that if your good they will keep you.

So you know what I'm going to do? Search for a team that really need or wants me. A Team where I want to be and first of all find my region. Maybe I go back to Eu but really who knows. But I can say you one thing.

I will come back and I will come back even stronger.

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I don't know if this is the end of the book or if I keep writing. I have so much to do at the moment with school and stuff, but guys this is at least an ending that makes sense and it doesn't end right in the story.

But I think She will come back and then you guys should be ready.

Ps. Puff ball Contractz at the top ;)