I sit there...what did i do. why am i like this. whats wrong with me. why am i jealous. why am i desperate.
I feel guilt,sorrow,stuck... in a hole that i cant get out of. darkness. darkness. darkness.
I scream realizing it was a nightmare. I look up at my ceiling a million questions in my head. My head starts spinning i feel sick. All of a sudden it stops it all stops. I look around my room for the light switch. I go to my bathroom . I fill the tub with warm water .
"Hello old friend" i say to a small blade. I get into the tub play some music and start placing the small blade in my wrist. I slit. Aghh i say forgeting how painful it was . so painfull that i was enjoying it. I relax after 4 slits.I drift off sleeping.
Knock knock* "Alexis?"
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FanfictionWhen Alexis finds out she is moving to San Diego she gets excited because thats where one of her favorite youtuber lives.
