Hey guys im so sorry. Im gonna be honest i dont even watch rug that more but i'll write since some of you guys liked it. Thank you 💕
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I wake up. Brian is sleeping next to me. "Oh gosh what happened?"
I go to the bathroom and try to remember what happened. I rolled up my sleeves to wash my hands and look at my wrists. Cuts. I was clean for 3 years, every day I worked hard not to hurt myself, was gone. I look back at Brian and hes starting to wake up. I shut the door and looke at myself. What a fucking mess ! How could I do this I look at my wrists and cry. But i hear footsteps approaching.
"Alexis,are you okay?
"Yup i'll be out in a bit."
I clean my face and try not to look like i just cried out a waterfall. I go out and see him sitting on my bed looking at me.
"Feeling better?"
"Not really" i respond then looking at toes knowing i was gonna start crying soon. He got up and grabbed my shoulder.
"Whats wrong ?"
"Nothing, I think we should go downstairs or something." I look at his concerned eyes.
"Alright"
He stares down on me and kisses my forehead.I shutter and he felt meand griped my shoulder harder.
After we eat cereal he goes on.
"Listen Alexis i know we met like a week ago but i really like you. You're such a cool person and im sorry I hurt you."
"Brian this was all my fault not yours you didnt hurt me.. I overreacted and im sorry."
"Lets forget this, lets go do dumb stuff young adults do." He looks at me waiting for an answer.
" You're right im tired of always being depressed lets go do dumb stuff" I quote "
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Dream (Faze Rug Fanfic) DISCONTINUED
FanfictionWhen Alexis finds out she is moving to San Diego she gets excited because thats where one of her favorite youtuber lives.
