Today has been a meh day. A very neutral day. That's just what is was. Bland, plain, neutral. But there was something rare that occurred today. I felt happy. Genuinely happy. I just thought of a few old autumn memories and I was smiling, I was happy. I then cried after because some where reminders of what used to be, what could've been if I wasn't so twisted. But yeah, today was neutral, yet rare. And as hurtful as the memories were, if i could go back and choose to remember them now, I would, because for the first time in a long time I felt happy.
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My Twisted Mind
Non-Fiction**TRIGGER WARNING** Welcome to another broken journal of mine! For any of my long time readers, you may remember I had another journal at one time where I took you on a walk through the dark forest of my mind. Well, now it's time I take you on tha...