Today's been rough. I found out the celebration for my friend's mom has been moved up a day and I panicked. I'm worried about the calories to be 100% honest. I'm worried how many I'll eat, if I can track them all, if I'll binge...if I'll..purge.. I haven't purged in a while and I don't want to get back into the habit of it. It got so bad I'd purge after almost every meal. I'm just not ready for this weekend..
On the bright side I guess, I completed this week's diet that I chose. Now I'll just be restricting for tomorrow at least and pray I can either figure something out for the celebration or handle the extra food.
Anyway, onto goals. (By the way, on my previous goal entry I meant post them at night. I wasn't thinking, I don't have enough time in the morning to post them before school lol.)
(Bold means the goal is completed.)
Daily Goals:
•Drink 2 Liters of water
•Bike (I need to work on this.)
•Sit ups; minimum: 20
•Stick to chooses diet for the week
Overall Goals (Long-term)
•Reach 70kg
•Complete one full book
•Read some books off my lists
•Paper publish a book
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My Twisted Mind
Non-Fiction**TRIGGER WARNING** Welcome to another broken journal of mine! For any of my long time readers, you may remember I had another journal at one time where I took you on a walk through the dark forest of my mind. Well, now it's time I take you on tha...
