In a time of sadness and time of self hate,
I come to you, wanting my spirits to be lifted.
Help! I have lost myself down this road of life,
lift me up, hold me close and never let me go
From once a story to now a few pages of a conversation,
a feel the cracks, fighting the drifting,
pulling when you are so clearly pushing.
Why must all this time be wasted if you are just going to pull away?
You, the one I hold the closest,
the one who I have had the closest bond,
my walls are falling and when I need you the most..
Silence.
Can you hear me?
Is my voice coming through?
Why must I beg for a conversation that I feel is forced?
What happened to us my friend?
Knocking down my walls
you have showed me to keep them down
But for how long?
I'm still getting hurt.
If you keep pulling I shall finally let go
Keep drifting I'll wave goodbye
If this is temporary, I shall be here waiting
If this is forever, please take what you have learned from me.
I am strong,
I have taken the weight
I survived my drowning
For you pulling away, I don't know if I would ever come back from that.
