My escape, the path i have followed down has now made me lost
The life outside the amazing world i have created is now slowly slipping from me
the feeling of making a mistake and fixing it by a button, removing the mistake and starting over
Reality has begun to fade as the lives i have now began to portray have taken over.
A small app, something that can be so easily deleted has now taken my mind and body.
life i know is slipping, i dont feel alone, making friends seem so much easier, getting close without letting out to much
Once this life is done for the day, reality soon slips back in, holding me like a small child that i am seen to be
i fight to make this first life better, feeling like nothing can fix it.
The second life that has taken over me, the life i would want is planned out, people like me, the many friends i wish i had, i have.
My double life has now affected my life outside of it, things i feel i wouldnt have felt before, feeling somehow whole.
i feel like my escape will soon take me away where i will never be the same.
