I Deserve It ( Vic Fuentes )

Three days time

I was walking out of the house ready to start my walk to school when I see my skate board lying in the garage. I hadn't rode it in about two or three weeks. I was even wearing my Jordan's today. I figured why not.

The skate board was black on top with the underneath saying BANDS in all black and red lettering. The back drop of it was white. I really liked it. But I also needed new wheels. I figured I could use the money I got today and buy new wheels. I could also go by jeans spot and tell her about Vic's punishment. Maybe I could see her today and tomorrow. I knew if I skated I could see her for a bit or attempt to sleep in. Either one sounded delightful. I skated by the bridge with my ear buds in only to not see jean standing there. I guess she was very serious about Vic. But she doesn't know him. She hasn't felt the annoyance he leaves me with every time he attempts to speak to me.

I got new wheels and change them on the steps of the school. I see Vic pull up in his car. He parks showing him and mike getting out. Mike slips his arm around a bleach blonde bimbo. She looks at him and gleams. But I notice she flickers her eyes towards Vic with a look of jealousy. Woooow. I know exactly what happened. Vic brought her home and let mike sleep with her. I scoot over to let them by knowing they had to walk this way. I still have two wheels to fix on. I am trying to screw in a bolt when a shadow blocks my sunlight. I recognise the cologne as a certain Mexican that was currently not to speak to me. I look up to see him looking down at me with an amused and confused look. I glare at him hoping he will get the message. He sighs and walks away looking a little sad. I just ignore the twist in my gut from him looking sad. It didn't mean a thing.

I rode my skateboard to every class that day. During lunch I went down to the football field and rode my skateboard along the track until bell. the coach watched me and smiled. Half the way through riding I had a soccer ball and dribbled it on my head while riding my Skate board. I kept dropping it at first but got the hang of it. I hear the bell ring only to turn and head up stairs when a figure I couldn't make out disappeared. It seemed like they were watching me but I didn't give a flying fuck. I headed back up to school to finish the day.

Skating home was a bore. I actually kept thinking how fun it would have been if Vic was there but I mentally slapped myself for thinking that.

I skate past the bridge to see jean not there again. I kept on and headed home to see Angela's car there.

"Where the fuck have you been?" she says as I enter the door.

"I was at school. It's a place I go to learn" I say acting fed up. She was home what the hell.

"Bull shit. It's four o'clock. It doesn't take an hour to get home."

"Mom I took the path with the bridge to avoid the police station. Since the cop saw me at the hospital" I say sweetly and innocently. I pray to our ceiling that she believes me.

"Well you aren't that stupid then." She said and with that she took a sip of a bottle of vodka and headed out the door. I hear the car start up and glance to see Danny driving. My luck she doesn't drive while drunk.

I was tired after the whole day and laid down onto my bed to feel my eyelids droop. I fought sleep frightened for a nightmare. I dozed in and out all night jerking awake

The next two days were the same with the exception of more fatigue each day as each night I fought sleep. By the third day I was so tired I skated lazily and slowly. It was Saturday so I needed to go to the store for some hair bows. All mine have broke. On the way back I begin to feel my eyelids sliding down.

As I opened my eye lids trying to finish my skate home I see a person on the side walk. I swerve to miss them and end up hitting a bump on the road and doing a front flip into a drive way. I sat up as I felt tears streaming down my face . my rib cage hurt. My wrist hurt. I didn't cry in front of people. I tried to suppress the tears. I felt some arms wrap around me. I calmed down and leaned into them. I couldn't move. I was struck by pain. I sat for a minute as a muffled voice apologised for running me over. I shook my head and tried to move. I cried out. I still couldn't move. The pain added with the fatigue was making my vision blacken. I felt sleep overwhelm me. And soon enough I fell asleep in a strangers arms.

I woke up in my bed sore. I sat up and felt eyes on me. The events of the day rolled over me. I looked around me and saw Vic sitting on my chair at my wooden desk. I glared almost instantly.

"What are you doing here. It's Saturday."

"Actually it's been Sunday for 1 hour and 14 minutes."

"Where's the person who took me back here"

"You're looking at him" and with that my heart rate sped up.

"No. No. Why" I didn't know what to ask. I didn't know what to say. Did I seriously fall asleep in Vic's arms. I may be sick.

"I was walking to the store for some milk. We were out and I wanted cereal.you were skating and I was moving as you swerved. I heard you scream out so I ran over there."

"You broke the damn agreement. You should have let me fucking sit there. I was the idiot who didn't fucking sleep for three days. I deserved to damn black out. Not to have you carry me back here. I don't fucking deserve for you to care" I say bluntly. I was steamed and depressed. I deserved to black out in a yard. He just had to come and take away my punishment for my stupidity.

"Oh hell no. I'm not the bad guy. I just did what I would have done two weeks ago. Hell I already said I was fucking sorry. I said I tried to take it back. I have explained a hell of a lot more than you. Your fucking hatred on the damn world. I shouldn't have gotten into this. Fuck! all I did was hell. Sorry for being a caring guy. Sorry for fucking caring" with that his face was red and his hand was going through his adorable brown curls only to mess it up. He looked frustrated and I was actually feeling bad. I had been a bitch to someone who actually tried to care. Fuck. Now I have to apologise.