I Deserve It ( Vic Fuentes )

Lay With Me

I collapsed on the floor as soon as that door shut. I was so tense it actually tired me out in a matter of minutes. I swear if I don't get a zit from all this stress I'm a super human.

I could sleep for a day. Or a week. Or a year. Haven't decided how long really. I just knew my eyelids had 10 pound weights and I was in the floor of Vic's room still.

"So..." Vic started. I looked up to see him holding the back of his neck. He looked nervous. I just didn't know why. I guess I should head home. I just don't know if I should or if I need to stay and make sure he doesn't go after that razor. I could take it but he may have another. I mean I know from experience if desperate enough he could use something else. Ugh. I didn't know. I just needed to go home call up Ashley and get her to bring me a case of beer. She would. Of course I would have to tell her about Vic. But she would. I didn't need to go home and drink though.

"Don't uh...don't worry... I don't kiss and tell." I said. He must be freaking out. I mean I kissed him. But he had to wear skinny jeans with a black shirt and a flannel. He had to be crying. He had to be attractive. He had to annoy me. Just he had to get us here. Us? no me. He got me here. But that's selfish. It isn't about me. Fine he got himself here.

"I'm not worried about that. You don't talk. Why would you talk just to tell?" he said. I shrugged.

"No. If you actually want us to be friends, you have to talk to me. Just like I talk to you." He said to me clearly exasperated. Exasperated? that's my AP English coming out.

"I just shrugged. I didn't actually know the answer. I have been talking if you cared to notice " I spat out. I was not going to have him make me feel weird with a kiss and then be anal. Like literally what the fucking hell.

"Well why didn't you say I don't know?"

"I can't just break a fucking habit. Especially one I've had since I started going to the damn school."

"Just calm down. I didn't think you had it that long like that. I figured you just didn't talk at school. I mean you talk outside of school a lot"

"Because you made me talk. You pushed me and took my phone until I talked to you. And because of that I ...uhhhh..i did the thing....the lip thing where my lips met yours uhhh" I started out strong but got less confident as I brought it up. I mean what's going to happen now. I mean I can't just be dating him. I mean that is if he even likes me. He could just have been distracted. But he did kiss me back. Why

He helped me up from sitting on the floor. His hand was warm. But with some callous. I dropped his hand when I got up. I didn't need that weird feeling in my stomach. He looked at me as I went and sat down on his bed. I was so tired. I ran all the way here then had to prevent him from something he doesn't deserve. I felt myself falling asleep sitting up. I was going loopy from lack of sleep.

"Hey lay down. You can sleep here. No one will care" he said but he didn't realise I hadn't slept over at someone's house before like this. I was actually intimidated. I spoke without thinking

"Can...can you lay with me?" I yawned right in the middle of the sentence as I laid down. He looked at my skeptical. Ha skeptical.

"Please" I whined. I shouldn't do this but hell I can't sleep by myself in this room. He studies me for a minute heads to his laptop then music started to play. I was almost asleep. I was so confused. Did he listen to music like I did? that's a thought for another day.

The bed dipped down as he crawled in. I was on my side facing away he slid next to me I could tell he was on his back. I wanted to actually know he was there. Sleep made me needy what the literal hell. I wouldn't let myself do that though. I drifted off to sleep.

This wasn't like the others. I was in a bedroom that wasn't mine. I see a mirror across the red walled room. I went to it to see what I looked like. My mouth fell open. I was 5 years old again. My boobs. Dude no boobs! I jumped up and down excitedly with my little princess dress floating around me until I was out of breath. I stop and caught my breath to take in the rest of the room. The door was shut. The bed had princess sheets but was made. The dresser with the mirror had closed drawers. It was a small room. I blinked and immediately the room started to shrink. I was getting closer and closer to the floor.

I hit my knees. I couldn't walk anymore. It took me what felt like forever to climb up to the mirror. I looked and I was 2!! What the hell. I can't walk. What the fucks going on.

A man walks in and I look up to see blonde haired Danny. He looked younger. Nicer. Smiling. Until he looked down to me. He had a grim look when he saw me. I began to get scared. Why was he here?

"Baby?" I heard an unforgettable voice call out.

"Oh your with it" it was Angela. She was younger and prettier. But still hate me just as much. I cringe already from just looking at her.

"Babe the babysitter will be here soon. I was checking to see she's okay"

"I don't care she only fucked us over."

She picked me up and walked towards the door holding me by my arm in the arm. It hurt my shoulder. I blinked again and the scene had changed

My should stopped hurting and my boobs returned but I was in grass. I mean like I was 2 inches tall in grass. I felt a breeze and turned around to see a plastic toy soldier standing there. I immediately thought of weeping angles from doctor who. I began to panic. This can't happen. No no. I'm not. No. And then I felt something grab my from behind. I jerked around to see another solider looking at me frozen. I close my eyes to just get it over with. I felt the other grab my arm. I dropped to my knees and they began walking dragging me.

After awhile of being dragged I opened my eyes when we stopped. I looked up to see Angela standing there with Danny and Vic ?? What the hell.

I bolted awake from Vic shaking me.

"Victoria you okay?" he said concerned. I tried to calm my shaking fast paced breathing.

"Shhhh. I'm here shhh" he said as he grabbed me. I can't shake the last image I had seen before waking. It was Angela choking Vic. I was freaking out. I had never had something like that. It was a nightmare yes but never one like that. I looked at him scared shitless. I had scooted away from his grasp knowing I looked stupid and didn't need his pity. Yet I needed his comfort. He cared and I knew I had to trust him. I scooted into his arms calming down slowly. He had his hand in the small of my back rubbing circles with his thumb slowly. I was still exhausted. I glanced over to see it was only 3 am. As I closed my eyes and evened out my breathing he laid down still holding me. I slowly fell back asleep feeling his arms around me. He was on his back and I was on my stomach on his. My arms against his chest. I didn't have another nightmare as I slept.

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