Cursed To Live

II.

I'm not worth it

I'm not worth having friends who see the best in me

They think the world of me and I'm so far from anything good

I've done things, bad things, unforgivable things

but yet they swear to love me through it all

such a naive promise

I will certainly disappoint 

but before that I shall disappear

And I'm sorry for the ones who truly cared

I'm selfish

but not cruel

A life without me friends is much better

so I'm sorry for the pain of my departure

I'm even more sorry for my arrival