Cursed To Live

III.

I'm counting down the days

until I can experience a life with no family

family has burdened me and suffocated me

they are so full of themselves they can't see pass their own ways

Freedom is a life alone

free to be who I am

to be who I'm supposed to be

so much of my identity is wrapped up in who other people want me to be

and my lack of purpose.

Its madness, its lonely, it has to end.