JcPenny Feels

Chapter 37

Trevor Pov: I haven't sleep in 3 days, but also haven't got out of bed. All iv done is lay around, listen to music and question everything. Today is Lizzys funeral, I don't think I can handle it but I'm going for Jenn. She isn't doing well herself, but better then when her grandpa died. She is letting people be there for her some what. Sometimes Jenn and I will just break down and just cry, and I didn't even know her as long as Jenn. As I think about it Bethany comes in and sits next to me.

Bethany: "hey how are you doing?" I ask Trevor.

Trevor: "just want to get today over with"

Bethany: same I say as I pull him into a hug, I feel so bad for him. I couldn't imagine liking someone and then them leaving forever.

Trevor: "thanks for being here for me, specially these last few days it means a lot Beth! Also we should get going, I want to make sure Jenn is doing okay."

Bethany: "no problem and okay"

Jenn POV : iv been sitting in Starbucks with Connor for about 2 hours now. None knows where we are because I just want sometime to myself but Connor instead on coming. Everyone one has been here for me these last few days but Jc, Trevor, Bethany, Andrea and Connor have here the most. They just make sure I don't think about stuff to much and keep me on the go. I'm so thankful for all of them. As I was thinking Connor interrupted my thoughts.

Connor: "we should really get going"

Jenn: "okay I guess"

Connor POV: we walked out of Starbucks and got in a rental car. I drove us to the church where the funeral is being held. Jc was waiting outside for us and everyone else was inside. I walked in and sat next to Bethany while Jenn and Jc went to sit in the front.

Narrator: Jenn sat through her aunts speech. She had to go up soon and her mom and dad where suppose to be back now but there flight was a little behind. Soon enough it was Jenna turn to talk.

Jenn: my parents where no where to be seen at the time I needed them the most. I walked up on the stage shaking. " So um first off I want to thank everyone for coming. Lizzy was an important part of my life and always will be. We where always so close! She was like a little sister I never had. She always made me smile, do crazy stuff and was always so positive." I started to choke up now the tears coming down my face got the best of me. I started to walk down the stairs towards the door because I couldn't handle it, that's when my mom and dad came running in. I ran into their arms now weak and can barley stand, they hugged me so tight and I hugged them back. My aunt came over and hugged my mom.

Jenns mom: "come on let's finish this up."

Jenn POV : they walked back to there seats but I went back up on stage with 3 roses and sat by her coffin. People just stained at me as I sat there. Then Trevor came up with me. He sat there with roses in his hand and we just let our tears fall on her cold body. After a about 10 minutes we place the flowers on her and walk out.

Trevor POV : jenn and I walk out of the church and just walk and walk. We don't talk or cry just walk.

Jc POV: I say my prayers and place a flower on her then go outside to look for Trevor and Jenn. Andrea, Bethany, and the rest of o2l look for them to. Seeing what happen today makes me want to hug my family right now. You never know what's going to happen, or when it's going to happen. Everything is just now really catching up to me, I really just want jenn in my arms right now. It kills me to see her, Trevor, and her family like this. I call to see if any of them found them yet. They said they found them at a park swinging, it only a few streets away.

Jenn POV: everyone found Trevor and I at the park. They knew we didn't want talk so we all just laid in the grass and looked at the clouds. I felt someone lay near me, I looked over and saw Jc. All he did was hold me close to his side and kiss my forehead.

Hours later ....

Jenn POV: Jc and I are still laying in the grass, everyone else left to get something to eat. It was now dark and the stars are out. We talked a little but it was mostly a nice comfortable silence. " I love " is all I got out before sprinklers went off.. Jc and I got up really fast and just looked at each other, then started laughing.

Jc: "this reminds me of the time when we fell asleep on that hill near our favorite diner in California, and the sprinkler went off. That was one of my favorite moments with you"

Jenn: all I could do was smile " that was one of my favorite memories to!"

Narrator: after they got really cold they made there way back to the hotel. The rest of the night they just cuddled and watched movies. Tomorrow is there last day in New York then they go back to California.

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