Darkness is always with us

The new girl

It was Stiles of course, but he wasn't ok. He fainted in my arms right after he said my name. It was just like that night when I screamed for Allison while Stiles was fainting just beside me. Tears was streaming down my face. I can't scream, I won't scream to warn the others god knows what my scream does. He looks so sick. Way worse than before. I looked at his wrists they were all bloody, but he missed the important veins. I tried to wake him up but he was out cold. I finally remembered I have a phone, I took it and I dialed Scott's number.

'' SCOTT, COME HERE STILES IS WITH ME I NE... .'' and then he hung up. I think he got it fast because about 30 seconds later he was now in front of me.

'' STILES! What happened!?'' He screamed to my ears.

'' I don't know! I was walking and he said my name and fainted in front of me, we have to get him in the hospital!''

Scott took him on his shoulders and ran to his mother's car and he drove as fast as the car could go. When we got to the hospital Scott's mom took Stiles right away and made us wait in another room. Waiting is torture. I truly hope he's alright. I can't handle any more deaths... A while later Melissa came to wake us up.

'' How is he?''

''He's sleeping now... but he was weak really weak, like almost dead weak. We gave him a sedative for now.''

I'm glad he's ok.

'' Can we go see him?'' Scott asks.

His mom agreed but not for long. We went into his room. He was sleeping. He seemed awful, thinner than ever, bruises everywhere. I just sat by his side with Scott and we just watched him sleep.

'' You can go home Lydia I'll stay here longer, my mom won't care. Go get some sleep.''

I tried to say no but he wouldn't let me. I finally gave up and went home.

Hey, Ally. Today was your funeral. A lot of things went on . A lot of tears for you of course. But something made me really mad. There was way too many people at your funeral. Don't get me wrong here, I just mean that they don't know you like I did, like Scott did. They don't have the wright to go to a funeral for someone they never spoke to. You deserve people who really cares. Your father speech was beautiful I know you would of cry, even if you're not a big crier. I am ,so I cried big time. After your funeral, I went for a walk and guess who couldn't miss it even if he's not going so well these days. Stiles for some reason really wanted to go but didn't make it to your grave, he was too weak. At least now we can keep an eye on him. I'm scared that he feels responsible for your death, it wasn't his fault. Hope everything is good where you are. Because here I have a feeling that's it's just getting worst.

Love

Lydia.

It was late I was going to sleep when someone knocked at my door. My parents aren't here for the night so I got up and went downstairs to answer the door. Didn't expected that. It was Malia, the weird fox girl we saved what seems like ages ago.

'' I know its weird me being here and all that but I heard about Stiles and just wanted to know if he was ok.''

'' You two know each other?''

''yea we could say that.''

''He never mentioned you, ever in fact, if you really want to know he's alive but still weak.'' I said without giving away any big details, I don't know if I can trust this girl yet.

''Thanks so much! He's my only friend I made since I turned human and I haven't heard of him since we were in that nut house''

I smiled and she went away. Stiles is friendly so I get why she says that, but I couldn't help but feel a little jealousy in me, what's wrong with me. I think that I feel like he's mine and he always will be, but I'm not his. Do I want to be his? I can't think about that all I have to think about is to get him better. I went up to my room and finally fell asleep.

Something woke me up in the middle of the night. I kept hearing this weird noise inside of my head like a kind of scratching sound, at first I tried to ignore it and went downstairs to take water. But I couldn't bare it anymore it was now morning and it hasn't stop. I took pain killers. My head was pounding and I didn't know what to do. I just wanted to scream to make it all go away. I somehow succeed to get ready for school. When I got there, the scratching sound was still there but I managed to lower the volume, I don't know how, but it sure did some good to my head. I was getting to my locker when I saw this Malia girl not so far away from me. I decided to go talk to her.

''Hey.'' My voice was shaky I coughed a little. ''I was just wondering if you know something about Stiles that might help us, like what happened in echo house?'' I know asking her that was just a lost cause, but I really want to know what happened to him, maybe if we go back to the source of the problem we'll be more able to solve it.

'' I mean, a lot went on in there... He talked to me a lot about ... how he felt, with the nogitsune inside of him, he told me that he was scared because even when he was him, he still had these dark thought that he never had before. I think he wasn't even his all self when he was with me...'' When she finished her sentence I could see her eyes watering up. I smiled to her and told her I will try to fix things. I decided to finally go to my class when I had a text from Scott.

I'm with Stiles, still sleeping but he doesn't look good. I think he's dreaming.

I answered a quick text saying I was coming over, my mom will drive me. As I was getting closer to the hospital the scratching sound was getting louder and louder, I tried to hide it from my mom, but it was an impossible task.

'' Are you okay ? You don't seem well.''

''Just tired, I'm fine.''

We finally arrived at the hospital and I ran to Stiles's room. I saw Scott sitting right beside him and then there was Stiles moving like he was possessed but I only noticed one thing in particular, he was scratching the bed really hard. It was making the same noise I've been hearing all day. Scott was looking at me helpless. We finally decided to try and hold him up, but he was struggling real hard.

A/N : PLEASE SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES ILY PLEASE COMMENT OR VOTE IF U WANT MORE

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