Darkness is always with us

The needed

I was walking well forever, I was so weak and cold. I didn't know what to do anymore. I let myself down on the ground. I wish I could just die right here right now. I was on the grass looking at the stars. I felt kind of peaceful even though I was hurting like a bitch. He messed me up, he really did badly. I really want to be the same old sarcastic Stile, but I always feel him inside of me, it's like a constant darkness and a big one. I don't feel anything, I don't care. It's not me. I just don't understand we captured him. He's in a box god knows where, but all I could think about is him. Why? I was remembering some parts of my dreams how he talked to me and how I wasn't that scared anymore, I was almost relived to see him again. I lost my mind, I know I'm not getting any better that's why I should just die watching the stars. Of course I didn't want to die but, I didn't want to feel all those things either. I was slowly getting into a sleep or a coma who knows when I heard a voice scream.

''Stiles?''

I turned my head to see who it was, it was Malia, the last person on earth I thought seeing tonight. She was pretty far but I manage to hear her whisper my name. She ran at me.

'' Oh my god Stiles are you alright, we need to get you to a hospital.'' She was panicking. She also was talking way too fast.

'' No... No hospital please, I'm... okay'' I struggled to say, it was my first words out of my mouth since so long.

I could see her face confuse. She was also struggling into getting me to the hospital anyway or not.

''Okay, but you need a warm place to sleep, come.'' She took me, she was strong, I didn't had the strength to fight back, so I just fainted into her arms.

I woke up slowly and noticed that I was in a cave, Malia's old home I guess. I looked around me she wasn't there. I wonder how she found me and why she was walking outside like that at this hour. Anyway it's not important I have to figure out what I'm going to do next right now. I decided to get up. I was weak but still was able to move.  I thought of Malia for a second. I remember that night at Echo house, I was weirdly attracted to her, but I knew it wasn't really me who was. I felt kind of bad for it. The last thing I remember is being tied up to that chair and letting myself go in the darkness to save her. I just couldn't let her die. When the nogitsune takes over there's always this black out I get, it's like I miss hours of my life and after I just wake up not able to move my body. At first it was a horrible feeling, but now I got used to it. It's like watching a movie. As I was getting out, Malia was coming on the other way.

'' Wait Stiles you can't leave!'' She screams from her place. I just look at her, what should I do?

''We need to talk'' She was looking serious, and was already taking my arm and grabbing me into the cave again.

She sat in the corner, so did I. While I listen to her I'm going to gain a little strength back. She looked me right in the eyes and said nothing for a minute, then she finally opened her mouth.

'' Do you remember the night... at echo house?''

'' yes, and about that...''

''No! Not that part, but after, when you weren't you anymore''

I didn't remembered actually it was a big black out. The only thing that I could remember was ''waking up'' in my body and I was at school somehow.

'' Well you didn't left, actually you untied me. And we... well he talked to me for a long time, and he said that I would find you here on the grass, almost dying, and I should all explain it to you. He told me where to go, where to find you at this exact date.''

I was listening.

'' Of course at first I didn't want to hear what he had to say, but he offered me a deal I can't refuse.'' She was at the edge of crying, she took a deep breath and kept going. '' He knew he would be caught Stiles, it was all in his plan, and now he needs you to come find him again. 'She stopped and then finished her sentence. '' He needs you to trick everyone, he needs you.''