Darkness is always with us

Run

STILES POV

All I remember is waking up in the dark, I quickly got up. I was in school, why? I can’t remember. I walked slowly in the corridor, suddenly I heard some noise coming in on my way and decided to hide. What I saw I soon realise it was a memory from that night… I was here ,well me and the Nogitsune. He just threw Scott on the locker.

‘’Divine move? Divine move? You can kill an oni but me? Me? I’m a thousand year old you can’t kill me’’

Lydia was with me, what nobody knew in that moment is I felt what he was feeling, I felt the power, the anger, the urge to hurt Lydia even, but I was way too weak to do anything. It was like I understood him in a way. And I remember at that moment, when Scott bit him, I swore he talked to me in my head.

It isn’t over Stiles, you are part of me now we are one and you know it, and you love it.

The worst part of it all, he was right. Part of me was weird like I just left another part of me with him. Seeing the scene again was unbearable. Then I saw myself fainted, after he was in front of me, where I was hiding.

‘’I told you Stiles, it’s not over we are strong.’’

I know I should be scared but in the last few days I was possessed he didn’t scared me anymore. I hated what he did, but I couldn’t do anything about it. I came, in a weird way, to almost accept it.

‘’ I know we’ve been in your mind lately, I need you Stiles, we need each other. ‘’ he kept saying in his creepiest voice, he seemed like he smoked all his life for sure. I was guilty because I really had the feeling that I needed him, but I fought it hard.

‘’ JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!’’ I screamed as loud as I possibly can. ’’Your dead anyway! I know I’m dreaming.’’

‘’that’s where you’re wrong Stiles. I’m connected to you. If you live we live. You didn’t felt your body changed these few weeks. I’m going to give you an int, we can be a fox and a wolf.’’ He scream into my ear, I was crying. What’s wrong with me? I just wish I could have die with him or just had kill me when I had the chance.

‘’ What do you mean?’’ I was able to say in-between my tears.

‘’You’ll see soon enough, see you later Stiles.’’

Then all went black.

I woke up slowly, my head was pounding. I didn’t know where I was. Why wasn’t I in my room? I never leave my room. I was fully awake but didn’t want to open my eyes, I was scared of where I could be, but I was definitely not in my room because my room smelled  bad these days, really bad. I heard someone talked.

‘’ Scott what are we going to do?’’

I recognized it right away, Lydia. Her voice sounded a little different. But she was there for me. At that point I figured out that I was in the hospital yet again. I swear it’s like a second home for me. I don’t want to open my eyes. Opening my eyes would mean they would know I’m awake and that also would mean a lot of explaining to do. The truth was, I was weirdly fine these few weeks, well not fine physically speaking, but emotionally yes. I didn’t feel any guilt at all.  After a long time I finally heard Scott and Lydia leave, I opened my eyes to see that I was right. In a hospital yay. How was I getting out of that place without any questions? I looked everywhere around me to find a solution my eye end up on my wrist. Right I forgot about that. More questions for me if I get caught awake. There was a window in my room, well lucky me. I quickly got up. I was weak, didn’t had much sleep. I saw a pen and paper and thought good to write a little note.

I’m fine don’t look for me, need to figure stuffs out alone

As I let down the paper I heard Lydia and Scott talked, but somehow I knew they were far from the room. I mean I wasn’t lying to them I did had some things to figure out. I got out of the hospital, but now I had a bigger problem where would I go?