Thoughts

Roses

Roses are red
The sky is blue
My senses are broken
My life falls appart too

I am accepted
I want to accept
But as soon I as trust you
You rapidly vacate

Should I listen to your words
Should I listen to myself
Is it me
Or I'm just your little amusement event

My heart is still mine
You do not own it
But I know I will suddenly
Let you destroy it

Why am I so afraid
Of a being like you
For I am a princess
Who is just in the blues

The feeling of joy
The pain in my eyes
The sad and dead grass
Fulfill my entire heart

I want to feel pleasure
I want to feel loved
Hatred I feel though
And my chest just wants to grow

Like flowers in a garden
My golden hair heighten
And the minimum water
Can make it go whiten

I don't know what to say
I feel insecure
Though I am only sure
That my heart is still here
And my strength remains too