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Save ng picture here, save ng picture there. Save ng picture everywhere! Oha, meron kang lahat ng pictures and music ng bias mo sa phone mo. Sinasave mo din yung MVs nila. Nanunuod ka ng shows kung saan nandun ang bias at bias group mo. Nagpupuyat ka para sakanila para lang maging updated. Daydreaming about them. Self-proclaimed na girlfriend ka ng bias mo or more likely, asawa nila. Livestream. Audiostream. Team bahay.
Ganyan din ba kayo? I know I'm not alone at all.
Mahirap maging isang fangirl kasi dadating sa punto na mahal na mahal mo na yung bias mo at kahit sa panaghinip, di siya nawawala. Palagi siyang present sa isip mo, makita mo lang siyang ngumiti, ngingiti ka din at kumpleto na ang araw mo--katulad ko. Para sakin, siya ang mundo ko. Ang O.A man pakinggan pero whatever. Yun ang turing ko kay bias eh. Mahal ko siya. My heart goes shalalalala pag nakikita ko siya, kahit man lang sa screen ng laptop o TV o picture yun. I'll do everything just to see him, and try to reach a star like him. Pero teka nga, how could he even notice me? I'm just another fangirl in the sea of millions who loves and support him and his group. I know he loves me with all his heart but just like any of those other fangirls.
Minamahal mo ng sobra pero hindi ka naman kilala. Ni hindi nga malapitan o makausap eh. Nakakatawa ba?
So, yeah. I'm just another fangirl, at na fanzoned lamang ako.
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"I know that our bias.. is a person we love but will never be ours. Number one reason why? Kasi hindi nila tayo kilala. They don't even know if we exist. Truth hurts, I know."
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Fanzoned: Just a fangirl
Fanfictionfangirl marrying bias? that's a very nice fanfiction indeed. { fanzoned series #1 - written in taglish }
