How To Move

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  I did it. I went out on a second date. It was awful. It's not the same as moving on.

  The truth is, I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to forget you. I don't know if I even should forget you. What does moving on look like? Is it even possible?

  I don't know.

  Maybe I shouldn't totally forget you. Maybe I should remember the mistakes we made so that I don't make them again.

  The funny thing is, as time goes on, I remember less and less of the mistakes we made and the pain we went through and more of all the times you made me laugh and smile.

  I don't want to forget you. 
  When I write this it feels wrong, but I feel like I need to.

  Sarah says the sooner I stop indulging the idea of you, the sooner I will be able to indulge somebody better than you. 

  She says to give people a second chance.

  I don't want to get hurt again.