Lost at Loves

Simultaneous Love

***Kayla's POV***

*Flashback*

It was autumn, but I refuse to stop running.

"Slow down!" Ben pants. I stop at the tree outside the two soccer fields.

"I should be faster than you" He says plopping down next to me

"Never" I laugh Wrapping myself up in my sweatshirt, it sure is freezing.

"Cold?" He laughs at my shivering

"Just a little"

"Not anymore"He says jumping on top of me putting me at the bottom of a one man dog pile.

"Ah stop!" I laugh trying to get him off

"We need to get to class" He says "already second hour"

"First hour sucked anyways" I say jogging in. I get to the locker room, change and go out.

"Ready?" Ben says getting off the bench.

"You don't have to walk me to classes" I laugh

"We have the same class"

"Fine" I say as he takes my Algebra book. We walk into class and get disapproving looks from everyone but Danny who gives Ben a thumbs up.

"Pst You got a pencil?" Ben whispers

"Yeah" I say grabbing another out of my bag

"Whats that?" Ben points at my wrist.

"Nothing" I say pushing my sleeve back up.

The bell rings and I get up quickly to go to English. Ben catches me by surprise pulling me aside in the hallway, engulfing me into a hug.

"You'll be okay" He whispers disappearing into the crowd of people.

*Present time*

"Going on tour in a month" Ben says

"Good" I say getting cereal

"I'm excited" He says

"Me too" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek

"You sure"

"Of course" I finish my cereal and go up to the bathroom. I run hot water into the tub. I slide in wincing at how hot it is. I slide in careful not to wet my hair.

I take out a blade slicing a deep line into my thigh. I'm not upset that he is going on tour, I couldn't care less. It's just everything is so stressful. Blood mixes with water and I cut a deep line into my wrist. I blackout slowly sliding into the water

***Ben's POV***

"Mind if I come in?" I say knocking on the door. No answer. "babe?" I open the door, gasping.

"Danny!" I call out taking Kayla out of the tub wrapping her in a towel.

"Oh my god" He says grabbing gauze out of the medical cabinet.

He wraps up her arm as I hold her tightly. I should've helped more in high school, not just ignored her. She wipes my tear that streams down my cheek.

"Shhh. Baby, I'll be okay"

"Kayla. Don't scare me like that" I say hugging her tightly

***Month later***

Kayla's scar has healed, I notice as I bring her bag onto the tour bus.

"Let's Party!" Danny exclams excitedly.

''Too tired" I laugh plopping down on the couch grabbing a xbox controller.

"Haha yes! Gonna beat you in Call of Duty" Kayla says jumping on top of me.

We play COD for an hour then I announce I am going to bed. Kayla gives me a sorry look but goes back to whooping James' ass.

***Kayla's POV***

"I have to tell you something" James says putting down his controller

"You suck at COD? Yeah I know" I laugh. The boys are all in their bunks except for me and James.

"No, um, Ben.... well he has slept with a few girls"

"Whatever" I shrug putting the Doritos away

"Whatever? Aren't you upset?"

"No I mean I could make a big deal out of a one night stand OR I could let it go"

"Why?"

"I mean he's kind enough not to do it in front of my face and it just doesn't bother me, I mean it's not like he loves them"

"Yeah...but"

"No buts." I cut him off

"What about me" He says ducking down and brushing my lips.

"James.... I'm with Ben"

"Yeah but if I asked you first would you be with me?" He asks. I just return a blank stare. What the fuck. "I thought so"

Well then. Time for bed. I crawl into bed and try not to wake a sleeping Ben.