Lost at Loves

Live Love

***Kayla's POV***

I now live in an apartment with my new dog, Pocko and Petite Cookie.

"Dude!" Petite Cookie says running into the my bedroom. "Remember Ben Bruce and Danny Warsnop from high school?"

"Yeah epic party dudes. Why?" I ask

"They joined a fucking band, Asking Alexandria" She said playing the music on her laptop.

"Unbelievable" I say in disbelief

"Believe it! They are big rock stars!" She says

Pocko jump up by me and I stroke her causing her to lay down with a yawn.

"You got the right idea Pocko." I laugh "Bedtime" I get up to go to bed

"They are touring back here in Britain!" Petite Cookie

"Goodnight!" I say ending this conversation. I lay in bed petting Pocko thinking about graduation. There were definitely sparks with that kiss. I wish I stayed around, I regretted not everyday. Especially since maybe I wouldn't have dated Tim. I cried started crying, pulling out razors from my bedside table cutting lines into my thighs and wrists. I eventually fell into a deep sleep.

I woke up the next morning to Pocko begging for food. I sighed, getting up and wandering to the small kitchen and pouring a cup of food in. She ate loudly but quickly. I skipped breakfast throwing on my running gear and leaving the apartment. I put my headphones in and listened to Asking Alexandria's album- pretty good actually, I could get into this. Zoning out I ran into someone.

''Bloody Hell watch where your going." the man shouted angrily

"Sorry." I mumbled and started running again

"Wait! Kayla?" The man yelled making me stop dead in my tracks. I know that voice.

"Kayla?" He says again. I can't move frozen in time. He comes around to face me.

"Hi Ben" I say grimly.

"I haven't seen you since graduation...." he said trailing off

"About that" I start

"No really. It's cool you just weren't that into me"

"Well not exactly. I mean I never really got to know you so"

"Not a lot to know"

"Everyone has shit. Even if it's just your favorite color"

"Black" he said making me laugh. "you should text me sometime. I'm not touring now anyways so I have lots of free time"

"Yeah sounds good. We can jam out to Seven Nations." I say referring to the first time I met him.

"Oh yeah! I mean if you want. I could invite Jacky Vincent too. He's fucking fantastic"

"That'd be great." I say giving him my number. Then we parted ways.

***later that week**

***Ben's POV***

I do still like her a lot. I still remember all our guitar duets. Mr. Director always had to pull us apart. I think we would have a chance if I didn't like sex so much.

"I ran into Kayla today, from our old high school" I tell the guys. We all live in a house with five bedrooms, two bedrooms and a living/kitchen area.

"Really?" James says excitedly. Not sure why, he never had a conversation with her.

"Yeah. I got her number"

"Ah, the pretty ones are good for the fuck em and dump em rule" Danny laughs sipping his beer